I had made the mistake of abandoning my faith and trust in Father Satan. I had met someone and I let them become my primary concern. It didn't work out and now I feel that I have let down Father Satan. I know that the dedication ritual is permanent, but I was wondering if it would be considered blasphemous if I did it a second time. I feel that the first time i did it was not sufficient. I did the ritual but I left it for selfish reasons. I feel regretful in the choice I made to ignore my faith. I feel that I owe it to Father Satan to do the ritual a second time with much more intent and faithfulness. I now have no doubts about this decision, as i did before.
So basically I'm asking. Would it be ok to do it a second time? I feel that I owe it to Him to do it this time with much more heartfelt dedication. As a sort of compensation for my selfishness. I do feel that he is still with me but I feel as if I need to make up for it. Or is there perhaps another ritual i could do? just simply continuing to meditate would make me feel like I am ignoring the fact that I had abandoned Him. I feel like I truly owe it to Him.
Any real help is appreciated.
(I posted to find answers, not hate replies. I know what I did was wrong, and I'm looking to make it right.)
So basically I'm asking. Would it be ok to do it a second time? I feel that I owe it to Him to do it this time with much more heartfelt dedication. As a sort of compensation for my selfishness. I do feel that he is still with me but I feel as if I need to make up for it. Or is there perhaps another ritual i could do? just simply continuing to meditate would make me feel like I am ignoring the fact that I had abandoned Him. I feel like I truly owe it to Him.
Any real help is appreciated.
(I posted to find answers, not hate replies. I know what I did was wrong, and I'm looking to make it right.)