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sahasraraBliss666 said:
Heart beating fast
What you describe with your heart beating fast and anxiety makes it clear to me that you need to focus more on your yin side. The fire breathing is generally helpful due to it adding yang energy into your body, but if this new yang energy is going to become wild without yin to anchor it, then you should be cautious here.
You need to be doing hatha yoga primarily, then anything else afterward. Also, I would highly recommend balancing yourself with ether or earth energy on a daily basis. This will prevent such situations where your mind races out of control.
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Removing Cholesterol
One thing I learned recently, that applies here, is that any heat in the body will make pathogenic cholesterol harder to remove from the body. This is because the heat congeals and solidifies the particles, making them even more stubborn. So the first step is to target the yin, such as by calming yourself and doing hatha yoga.
After that, then the body will have a much easier time transforming and draining any congestion in the body.
All a Statin does is destroy your body's good cholesterol, which will only make your yin deficiency worst, and why such medicines have an awful efficacy.
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Health Working
I would highly recommend another working for your health, such as with Auruz. You can target this either at your vitality as a whole (which is more firey in nature) or at your yin deficiency (which is earth in nature). In other words, do you want to improve your daily energy, or do you want to improve your ability to stay calm and feel physically grounded? I would recommend focusing on earth with this working, then you can use the Sun/Mars Squares to boost your vitality.
You did well by removing the kidney stones, but there is still work to do here. I would say this is one of your main priorities, because it seems to be causing you some problems.
Remember, the yin of your body is represented by the earth element. This would include your body's blood, fat, all tissues, ability to stay cool, ability to stay calm, your endurance. It is similar to Taurus and Saturn, hence why Auruz would be the best energy to fix yin deficiency, followed by Saulo (which gives you fire to make more yin).
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Marriage
As far as getting married or whatever, you should be asking the Gods what obstacles are in your path and how to solve them. Simply begging them is not going to help, except where the Gods see a good reason to do that for you.
I don't know your chart, but I think you can solve this pretty simply: first, do an Ansuz working to remove any obstacles you may have towards finding a wife and maintaining a successful marriage. These obstacles could come either internally or externally to you, so program the working accordingly.
Then, you should do a Venus Spiritual Square to bolster your natal venus. This will further strengthen your ability to get married. After all this, you should be in a good position to use a Venus Material Square to find a wife, without any major problems.
The thing is, only you can decide whether all of these actions are the best for you right now. You may need to spend time and energy elsewhere. You can always do these same workings later on in your life, so I wouldn't feel like you are doomed if you have to postpone marriage until later.