I have done my dedication ritual and I have been doing the meditations for aura empowering and third eye opening but it seems like i just can't focus sometimes. At times it's great but most times i can't seem to feel myself enveloped in energy like i had before. I've been trying harder and harder to empower myself and get my third eye open but i just can't get it to work anymore.
I don't know if maybe i'm not 'disconnected' from the xian energy like i should be. when i did my dedication ritual, i did not feel any sort of energy leave me in any form.
What should I do to at least verify that I am truly disconnected from this parasitic energy? I feel like it's significantly hindering my progress. I just want it gone because it will randomly force negative energy into me and i'll feel powerless and i begin to feel like it's pointless to do any of this work, but I KNOW it's not me that is the origin of these thoughts. I do not give myself a reason to give up, they just randomly happen and i need to kill the connection thats draining me.
Hail Father Satan, The Light Bringer and Bearer of True Knowledge.
I don't know if maybe i'm not 'disconnected' from the xian energy like i should be. when i did my dedication ritual, i did not feel any sort of energy leave me in any form.
What should I do to at least verify that I am truly disconnected from this parasitic energy? I feel like it's significantly hindering my progress. I just want it gone because it will randomly force negative energy into me and i'll feel powerless and i begin to feel like it's pointless to do any of this work, but I KNOW it's not me that is the origin of these thoughts. I do not give myself a reason to give up, they just randomly happen and i need to kill the connection thats draining me.
Hail Father Satan, The Light Bringer and Bearer of True Knowledge.