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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
Ha! I am not afraid! I shall not skulk in the shadows, dost thou hear
me? Besides, my patron is the mighty Lord Andras, and Sorath, the Lord
who Burns, is my friend. What have I to fear from pitiful, pathetic
mortals? Not much, I warrant.
On 8/15/13, unsortediablo <unsortediablo@... wrote:
Really awesome post Tiago.
I totally relate to what you said about not wanting anyone's love but
Satan's.
I have been single for about 3 years due to a relationship that ended badly
and I used to think about my ex all the time, even after so long. The last
couple of months though, I realize that I don't need her anymore, nor do I
want her. I was always wishing that I could find the right person for me and
started to become quite depressed about the fact I was still alone, even
though the idea of another relationship ending badly scared me a lot.
But like I said, in the last couple of months, I've come to realize that I
don't want to be in a relationship anymore. It's almost like I crave Satan's
love instead. If I was going to be in a relationship, I would want it to be
with a Goddess, who I know will commit to me fully, and me to Her.
But, I won't ask Satan to grant me a Goddess until I am fully ready for it.
For now, I'm more than satisfied knowing that Satan loves me the way He
does, and I don't feel empty or incomplete anymore.
Ave Satanas, Always!!
Hail the Gods of Hell!!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Luis Garcia" <luisvidales32@
wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been
dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to
listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to
know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now,
things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a
newbie like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in
some ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found
that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted
to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i
started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father
has been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed
those feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty
of times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know
more about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and
become a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an
end, it lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the
bottom of the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me
become stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back
or to get me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this
hollow in me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things
but guess what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and
all of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a
game, no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere
and she started talking to me about something that happened recently to
her, turns out she was going through the same thing that i was,
obviously she didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really
quick and she ended up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my
mother if it was with me, and the interesting part was that her
boyfriend dumped her basically at the same time i did my pray, this girl
used to work with my ex, her ex still works and now she seems to be
really fixated in me and she is gorgeous, this is just the tip of the
iceberg, we already talked personally and from what she told me i can
tell you there was a huge chain of highly improbable coincidences that
all worked for the same purpose, her relation coming to an end and
meeting me, i couldn't help but feel guilty and recently another girl,
who also popped out of nowhere on facebook started talking to me and
seems to be really fixated in me as well, always putting smileys on
everything i do even things i know she doesn't like, like death metal
songs when all she hears is blues and stuff like that lol and that girls
is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing everyday, i feel more
distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still present but all these
things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will
look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been
a coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many
coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i
always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new
satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering
myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you
love him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring
you closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not
because we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be,
you will want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to
come between you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that
some people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals
but have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to
an end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to
me, but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan
is real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will
be reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first
started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on
the right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises
and meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because
i was truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even
if you feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i
told him that too before because i knew he would understand me, after
all we have been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private
message and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the
expert you want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your
mind and show things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were
in a similar position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back
on someone who is there for you, you just need to realize what you want
and what you expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him,
we follow him because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like
the motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us
join satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan
truly is when we see positive changes in our life, we start being
grateful knowing he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into
something greater but many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we
say and they think that they need to worship him, bow to him and do his
will to be rewarded even if that is not our will, those who think like
that will never achieve anything because if they do Satan knows that
will only reinforce what they think of him pretty much the same way i
don't like to help a friend because i owe him, and i don't like them to
thing i am helping them because i feel obliged, i help them because i
know they are my friends and they showed it to me before, unlike some
who like to argue with previous favors like it's a trade, we don't trade
nothing with Satan, we show him we truly like him and he will show it
back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i
want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became
so convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares
for me and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things
like all the times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i
began to like him so much to the point where i no longer know if i
really want someone's love other then Satan's love... sure being loved
by someone is feels really good and gives you peace but everything else,
even though it may be far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do
whatever it takes to be worthy of a single good thought of him and be
worthy of his love as a loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication
and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no
answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and
stop send me this unusefull message
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