lionknight said:
Congrats! Careful not to reveal too much personal info. Do you have space to meditate there? This will be crucial for you. Even if you cannot chant loudly, you can still make progress. Don't forget to use Munka if you still need to continue detaching from any addictions.
If you are able to chant, then you can start a working. I would think about what would benefit you most. Perhaps a working for a job or wealth, or a working to detach if you think drugs may still hinder you.
My advice on your physical situation would be to first request as much government aid as possible. Have no shame, this money would be going to illegal immigrants or corrupt lawmakers and so on. It is also important to apply before they start requiring Covid vaccines and tests.
I am hopeful that there is work available to you; I know some business have shortages due to Covid handouts. I would suggest first trying to get a job that is not total physical labor so you still have energy to meditate later.
Many things that apply to others still apply to you and it would be in your best interest to draft up a meditation routine that you can follow. This has short term benefits that will no doubt energize you and escalate your physical growth on a daily basis.
It may be harder to motivate yourself when you are by yourself without a boss looking over your shoulder. Try to limit your use of phone apps, video games, porn, and so on. Void meditation will be crucial for keeping yourself productive.