Demonic.Owl.
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- Feb 8, 2023
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hello, a few years ago I was rather interested in this site and I had carried out an initiation ritual which had worked very well.... I had written the letter, pricked my finger, had burned in the fire and I immediately felt a very heavy and spiritual energy, the months that followed I had thoughts that were not mine, obsessions that were not mine and I even felt possessed, but detached as projected in the astral most of the time, I also had greater mental strength, better spirituality, more motivation and energy but in little to be not far from two years the effects were still greatly present but slightly less powerful probably because I was less involved in Satanism, only the father of a friend who is a medium told me that he saw several spirits around me and that he felt very bad and told him asked what I had done and offered to perform "prayers" for get rid of her low entities but I refused for the first time, and then not far from a few months later my mother had an energetic cleansing with a woman who has very powerful gifts and who moreover like her I said that it was a lifelong protection that lasted even in future incarnations and she told my mother that I was influenced by bad entities and from there I started to doubt and my mother pushed me to do this cleaning then; after several very long weeks little by little I no longer felt anything more attached, I was no longer interested in my dark music, my community, in my deep desires and passions, and I regret now almost two years later to have done it, because I feel lighter but at the same time less spiritual, how can I renew contact with Father Satan?