Fellow SS,
I have come to face questions, the answers to which could majorly impact my life.
I need your help and knowledge.
For those who are short on time, please skip to Questions:
Sometime ago, me and my gf almost broke up due to some reason. We were sitting face to face that day and unintentionally, I stared at her eyes with will and power to convince her to be with me. Its not that I wanted to manipulate or hypnotise her but only wanted to convey my resolution through my eyes but realised only later on that I shouldn't but still kept staring at her with faltering will. On jos, I read something along the lines that staring at eyes with will and focus will emit energy from the eyes to make the other person obey what you want them to do.
I buried this matter at the back of my mind because I think I didn't want to suffer from stress.
This brings me to another matter which I might have been ignoring to again not face pain. That is the matter of auras. I have heard that powerful auras or powerful AoP will influence others to bring more favor to you to or influence them in a manner that is beneficial to you. This is fine and all when it comes to strangers but stressful when it comes to my loved one.
I do not want to influence her in such manner. I do not want to cage her and forever have her feel in a certain way towards me. I do not want to make her lose her individuality due to my spirtual power which I might or might not hold in the future. I want her to be fully free with choice to be with me or to not be with me which would be decided by her will and her will alone, not due to any part of . I believe that with continous power meditations, I might make her lose her 'self' and turn her into something she is not,like a puppet of mine. I do not want that, I would rather leave her instead.
Here are my questions:
1.Am I wrong about the way I am thinking ? Is my knowledge about the above part accurate about influencing her in a manner that would make her lose her individuality and who she is ?
If I am wrong, will you please correct me ? If I am correct, will you please teach me any spirtual working which would completely solve the problem ? Like programming my aura to not affect her or any other spirtual workings.
Will it completely solve the problem or will it only lessen it ?
2.I have been fighting with my unwanted thoughts for months now and it has brought me endless amounts of stress to me and my gf. At this point, more than the way about controlling thoughts, I want to know if unwanted thoughts about her will affect her in anyway. I have not been doing void meditations so its my fault but I want to know if me having any thoughts which can't control about her will affect her in anyways. It had brought me so so sooooo much stress that I came to an epiphany myself. Its the second part of my signature.
Will my thoughts which I don't mean but end up having affect her in any ways ?
3.Third is that I have been sharing lots of spirtual knowledge with her that I found on jos and have hinted to her about Sir Satan. I now realise that it has been very indecisive of me and dangerous to her due to the enemies since she's not dedicated. What can I do to salvage the situation ? I am willing to pay equivalent price for the protection of her to the gods as long as she's happy and can lead a normal happy life even if we end up parting ways.
I can't change what has already happened but what can I do for her, for her safety and well being ?
I can't communicate with my GD. I feel like its Ma'am Vapula and I have been meditating on her sigil. Haven't contacted her about this matter since I don't have any face to do it.
I do not know what spurred me to tell her these things but I ended up saying these things to her few days ago. About the eye and the aura matter. She will ask me to read out the answer that you fellow ss will answer and decide what she will do according to it.
I sincerely beg for answers that is not in favor of me or in her favor. I only want the truth.
Please help me answer these questions.
I have come to face questions, the answers to which could majorly impact my life.
I need your help and knowledge.
For those who are short on time, please skip to Questions:
Sometime ago, me and my gf almost broke up due to some reason. We were sitting face to face that day and unintentionally, I stared at her eyes with will and power to convince her to be with me. Its not that I wanted to manipulate or hypnotise her but only wanted to convey my resolution through my eyes but realised only later on that I shouldn't but still kept staring at her with faltering will. On jos, I read something along the lines that staring at eyes with will and focus will emit energy from the eyes to make the other person obey what you want them to do.
I buried this matter at the back of my mind because I think I didn't want to suffer from stress.
This brings me to another matter which I might have been ignoring to again not face pain. That is the matter of auras. I have heard that powerful auras or powerful AoP will influence others to bring more favor to you to or influence them in a manner that is beneficial to you. This is fine and all when it comes to strangers but stressful when it comes to my loved one.
I do not want to influence her in such manner. I do not want to cage her and forever have her feel in a certain way towards me. I do not want to make her lose her individuality due to my spirtual power which I might or might not hold in the future. I want her to be fully free with choice to be with me or to not be with me which would be decided by her will and her will alone, not due to any part of . I believe that with continous power meditations, I might make her lose her 'self' and turn her into something she is not,like a puppet of mine. I do not want that, I would rather leave her instead.
Here are my questions:
1.Am I wrong about the way I am thinking ? Is my knowledge about the above part accurate about influencing her in a manner that would make her lose her individuality and who she is ?
If I am wrong, will you please correct me ? If I am correct, will you please teach me any spirtual working which would completely solve the problem ? Like programming my aura to not affect her or any other spirtual workings.
Will it completely solve the problem or will it only lessen it ?
2.I have been fighting with my unwanted thoughts for months now and it has brought me endless amounts of stress to me and my gf. At this point, more than the way about controlling thoughts, I want to know if unwanted thoughts about her will affect her in anyway. I have not been doing void meditations so its my fault but I want to know if me having any thoughts which can't control about her will affect her in anyways. It had brought me so so sooooo much stress that I came to an epiphany myself. Its the second part of my signature.
Will my thoughts which I don't mean but end up having affect her in any ways ?
3.Third is that I have been sharing lots of spirtual knowledge with her that I found on jos and have hinted to her about Sir Satan. I now realise that it has been very indecisive of me and dangerous to her due to the enemies since she's not dedicated. What can I do to salvage the situation ? I am willing to pay equivalent price for the protection of her to the gods as long as she's happy and can lead a normal happy life even if we end up parting ways.
I can't change what has already happened but what can I do for her, for her safety and well being ?
I can't communicate with my GD. I feel like its Ma'am Vapula and I have been meditating on her sigil. Haven't contacted her about this matter since I don't have any face to do it.
I do not know what spurred me to tell her these things but I ended up saying these things to her few days ago. About the eye and the aura matter. She will ask me to read out the answer that you fellow ss will answer and decide what she will do according to it.
I sincerely beg for answers that is not in favor of me or in her favor. I only want the truth.
Please help me answer these questions.