This is because these programmings are literally rooted in the mind, from a super young age. Do not expect this to happen overnight. Also, when you have these thoughts its actually showing some things. For one, xianity isn't true but is a "religion" of fear. Two, they have to brainwash you and have utilized your mind against you, took control of your own mind. Three, xianity is threatening you.
Anyway. To set this straight, you are doing a good job. Keep on it. The mind while programmed believes some things to be nessescary from its survival from its young age. Thats why children are dragged to church, brought to priests and so forth. This over and over programms the mind, so does the mother and the father or family that whine about xianity or use xian mannerism in front of the kid everyday.
Then you have "society" and so forth. The mind learns that by abidding to all this it somehow it must be safe. The enemy knows these techniques and they abuse these. So now that you are trying to cure a part deep within, the mind will react. It can be a bit of a wild trip for some time, but do not worry. Nothing really bad will happen. Just keep deprogramming it yourself and soon you will feel the freedom of not being tortured by the kike "god". If anything pops to your mind, just think that the Ancients died in defending their religions which this crap asshole tried to destroy to the present day. They never knew "xianity" and only hated it when it appeared. This is disgusting but identical to trying to remove a morphling from one's mind that was always hidden in the backdoor and it has become so fake in size that supposedly poses that if removed, it will drag the mind down with it. No it cannot and it will not. Ultimately it has failed.
Anyway. To set this straight, you are doing a good job. Keep on it. The mind while programmed believes some things to be nessescary from its survival from its young age. Thats why children are dragged to church, brought to priests and so forth. This over and over programms the mind, so does the mother and the father or family that whine about xianity or use xian mannerism in front of the kid everyday.
Then you have "society" and so forth. The mind learns that by abidding to all this it somehow it must be safe. The enemy knows these techniques and they abuse these. So now that you are trying to cure a part deep within, the mind will react. It can be a bit of a wild trip for some time, but do not worry. Nothing really bad will happen. Just keep deprogramming it yourself and soon you will feel the freedom of not being tortured by the kike "god". If anything pops to your mind, just think that the Ancients died in defending their religions which this crap asshole tried to destroy to the present day. They never knew "xianity" and only hated it when it appeared. This is disgusting but identical to trying to remove a morphling from one's mind that was always hidden in the backdoor and it has become so fake in size that supposedly poses that if removed, it will drag the mind down with it. No it cannot and it will not. Ultimately it has failed.