Haha,DITTO,they're atleast two times idiots tried to 'man me up',they're so blind arent they?Hail iblis.
On Thu, 18 Aug 2011 09:48 PDT diznit26 wrote:
"and i can have stimulating and intellectual as well as deep conversations with that don't ALWAYS centre around worldly things like mobile phones, whose having sex with who, the latest gossip, the latest shoes or the latest artist or even school or money.."
Not that being male is any better than that. My "friends" even called me "gay" in a derogatory way because I don't like their stuff. Apparently to be a "real man" according to them I must like and talk all the time about cars/bikes, sports and screwing random women without loving them...
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[email protected][/email][/url], "sillynut" <asamoahflorence@... wrote:
i feel the exact same way even during my xtian years..that i didn't belong and was meant for something greater..i chose to be different cos i don't really comprehend or find interesting people who are the same and act like everyone else just for the sake of it..i like people who stand out and satanists represent individuality and being different more than any group of people i know so maybe i was meant to be a satanist who knows..??
i also went through a lot of loneliness during my teens due to the way i thought compared to the other young people, and the way i challenges things just with my personality what i stood for and even how i dressed since all people found to do was gossip about me and make me feel isolated and ignored..psychological bullying you could call it. I still feel that way at times surrounded by clueless people but since adding more satanists on facebook and skype its gotten better; am finally not alone! And am meeting some incredibly lovely people with energies i never thought i'd feel from other human beings! It's a very non judgmental, unconditionally accepting and a feeling that embraces you with open arms as if to say, "you're welcome" and all your thoughts, the way you are and who you are is also welcome because you can't change who you really are.." AND IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE! Immediately all negativity and lonely feelings are banished!
Other people in society will isolate you, look down on you, denigrate you and ostracize you simply because you do not "think" like the norm or "act" like the "norm", although the "norm" itself is not really normal as it changes all the time according to trends and what the media, society, your family, peers, religions like xtianity and islam and friends expect of you so technically it's not "normal" it's basically just "tagging along" and in doing so you end up being open to enemy attacks as you are an open vessel unprotected and without knowledge about the spirit world or the welfare of your soul except for the false knowledge that has been reinforced since birth..
I don't know whether my leo ascendant and aquarius descendant contributes but without maintaining my own identity, asserting my independence and individuality i would rather not exist..It's not about arrogance but it gives me sanity to know i still know who i am even if others don't understand it and if i WAS to get close to people (after all the rubbish 2faced fake and backstabbing users I've met) I would now consider actually drawing closer to those whom i feel more comfortable around and those who share like minded traits and i can have stimulating and intellectual as well as deep conversations with that don't ALWAYS centre around worldly things like mobile phones, whose having sex with who, the latest gossip, the latest shoes or the latest artist or even school or money..it's interesting and some of it is important but not THAT interesting!
I am gradually losing interest in what is defined as the "norm" the more i surround myself with "less normal" people..And i have a lot of problems with the way society is and how society is run..i have always suspected there was something wrong with the world and i am one of those people who would always try to do what i can with the help of spirituality and support from a sort of family like this one.
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them."
al jiwah chp iv
Your message is therefore very true...we are outcasts finding ourselves and our roots and who we really are..other people are wayy too busy trying to work out how they're going to have money to go clothes shopping or when they are going to get the latest phone whereas the extremely unlucky ones are just trapped in death religions and death thoughts that lead to further soul degeneration ...incredibly sad if you ask me..
al jiwah ch iii
"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means. All my teachings are easily applicable to all times and all conditions. I punish in another world all who do contrary to my will."
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[email protected][/email][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@ wrote:
And yes I agree with you on that:
"i was interested in freedom for the people , care and love between all and beliving in the "Force of life" , gods , soul etc."
I told something like that to my mom (of course I never told here I was a Satanist), about not liking the world as it is and she just said to just suck it up and follow the herd like most people do because it's never gonna change. It really makes me sad that people are in such low spiritual level that live this petty and degenerated way of living and don't care about changing it
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[email protected][/email][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@ wrote:
Yes EXACTLY, same with me. I feel like I can't communicate with most people who are without, it is like they are so spiritually closed that it's like talking to the wall. Not only xians, but atheists and others too. This thing was long before I became a Satanist, but now it's lot more intense.
That's why here in this group I feel most comfortable and I agree with everything that've been said by advanced Satanists.
I've seen some Satanists who say they "love" a xian or want to marry them and I really wonder why. I feel like I can't love a xian because xians will never understand me for sure, I had relationships with xians before and they were failures, no matter how I loved them they would backstab me.
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[email protected][/email][/url], Catlovers Foreva <catloversforeva@ wrote:
Some of us been with satan since past life,this why we're different from the start.Hail iblis
On Wed, 17 Aug 2011 22:58 PDT Kristjan Ojamets wrote:
I have wondered about this topic for a while and maybe others in the group can verify this as a possible fact.
Right , i noticed that most new satanists including myself have had a tough time in society from the start. Maybe it be from the early childhood or teen days or even early adult days.
For example.
I have grown up with depression and the feeling of loneliness in my teen age and a bit after that. I had suicidal thoughts and i was interested in freedom for the people , care and love between all and beliving in the "Force of life" , gods , soul etc.
And after coming into satanism , i feel like other people have had the same things , so we all understand eachothers feelings and can be help in those areas to those who have overcome it or still suffer from it.
So if anyone has had any similar things , maybe us Satanists have some sort of spiritual connection or traits that connect us and show us the way here , so we know the trust and can follow and fight for Father Satan.
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