quick advice from someone who knows

[friendsinhighplaces1]

I got into spiritual satanism by visiting your guys site with the
link to the e-groups and of course not really believeing at the time
being a 17 year old dumbass, thinking it was all joke I went ahead
and did a demon summoning prayer, lol now to my surprise it was all
REAL but being around christains all the time I tried to change back
to christianty(never could make myself lose "faith" outta fear") by
asking for forgiveness and stuff and I've said some bad stuff about
Satan, and this was like 6 months ago in doing so I believe I made
the demon very angry I started to hear false voices, was very
mentally confused i started to feel sick, and it really had me
fooled but somehow I stepped outta the shell, dont ask me how,
demons are very smart and realized that it was the demon doing it to
me, so I got bold and started talking to the demon, and for awhile i
could literally feel the demons energy become positive and I could
feel its warmth, and I feel like i may have attempted to exploit the
demon or not really exploit it but felt that I may and im worried
the demon and me will never be "cool" again, and every time i say i
wanna stay with satan i start to contradict myself, and I can feel
the demons positive energy change, so what im asking id their a
ritual I can do possibly or something that can regain trust with the
demon?

 

[Scott N.]

first of all you need to be DECISIVE! I know your young so surely the "demon" will understand this. I am going to refer you to this link that I read very early and took very seriously! Please read it very carefully.  Well apparently "dabbling in Satanism" is no longer part of JOS site.  So here is what you need to do. Be very decisive, don't change your mind ever. You will learn new things in Satanism and you will grow to be great. But the point here is be decisive! May Father Satan bless what ever you decide upon, granted it does not oppose him, less you should "regret it sorely" Hail Father Satan Forever! Scott N.

----- Original Message ----
From: friendsinhighplaces1 <friendsinhighplaces1@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, July 14, 2007 1:09:34 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] quick advice from someone who knows

I got into spiritual satanism by visiting your guys site with the
link to the e-groups and of course not really believeing at the time
being a 17 year old dumbass, thinking it was all joke I went ahead
and did a demon summoning prayer, lol now to my surprise it was all
REAL but being around christains all the time I tried to change back
to christianty( never could make myself lose "faith" outta fear") by
asking for forgiveness and stuff and I've said some bad stuff about
Satan, and this was like 6 months ago in doing so I believe I made
the demon very angry I started to hear false voices, was very
mentally confused i started to feel sick, and it really had me
fooled but somehow I stepped outta the shell, dont ask me how,
demons are very smart and realized that it was the demon doing it to
me, so I got bold and started talking to the demon, and for awhile i
could literally feel the demons energy become positive and I could
feel its warmth, and I feel like i may have attempted to exploit the
demon or not really exploit it but felt that I may and im worried
the demon and me will never be "cool" again, and every time i say i
wanna stay with satan i start to contradict myself, and I can feel
the demons positive energy change, so what im asking id their a
ritual I can do possibly or something that can regain trust with the
demon?



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[Zir Ipol]

There's really one major thing you need to do before anything else and
that's figure out what you want and feel. "They'll pay to know what
they think" (J.R. "Bob" Dobbs) or even as the oracle at Delphi said
"Nosce Te Ipsum" (Know thy self)
Trying to repair a relationship with Father and whatever you called up
will be an uphill battle against a teeth pulling dentist of woe and
misery if you still find your mind battling you every step of the way.
If you have fear of hellfire in your heart then don't trod where we
go; now if you feel that Pascal's Wager is bubkiss then jump on board.
However DO NOT waste any more of Father's time if you're just going
to continually contradict yourself. This system of magick is not for
the dabbler; this is a dangerous teenage trend to go though since we
do not include Banishing in our curriculum.
Now if you called whatever force up with respect and you would
appreciate for it to leave you be then I suggest performing a ritual
of your own device and ask it to leave with much respect. If this
still doesn't work then study some western hermetic systems and
perform a banishing on your own, continually, everyday. "Never call
up what you can't put down." And when you can't put it down then at
least take responsibility for it and try to make nice. (Crowley's
version of the LBRP found in Liber E would be a good'un for this which
you can find at http://www.hermetic.com/ however it'll be useless
unless you can do more than just say it's words and perform it's
actions; reading ALL of Book 4 would help here)
To sum all this up; if you would like a relationship with Father then
first make damn sure you know who you are because talking to him with
anything other than a deep conviction and whole honesty is a waste of
both your time.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "friendsinhighplaces1"
<friendsinhighplaces1@... wrote:

I got into spiritual satanism by visiting your guys site with the
link to the e-groups and of course not really believeing at the time
being a 17 year old dumbass, thinking it was all joke I went ahead
and did a demon summoning prayer, lol now to my surprise it was all
REAL but being around christains all the time I tried to change back
to christianty(never could make myself lose "faith" outta fear") by
asking for forgiveness and stuff and I've said some bad stuff about
Satan, and this was like 6 months ago in doing so I believe I made
the demon very angry I started to hear false voices, was very
mentally confused i started to feel sick, and it really had me
fooled but somehow I stepped outta the shell, dont ask me how,
demons are very smart and realized that it was the demon doing it to
me, so I got bold and started talking to the demon, and for awhile i
could literally feel the demons energy become positive and I could
feel its warmth, and I feel like i may have attempted to exploit the
demon or not really exploit it but felt that I may and im worried
the demon and me will never be "cool" again, and every time i say i
wanna stay with satan i start to contradict myself, and I can feel
the demons positive energy change, so what im asking id their a
ritual I can do possibly or something that can regain trust with the
demon?

 

[adzehaakai]

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... bling.html

i must admit, it wasn't easy to find - well, it was when i looked in
HP Maxine Dietrich's sermon links but yea.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Scott N." <scott_n15@...
wrote:

first of all you need to be DECISIVE! I know your young so surely

the "demon" will understand this. I am going to refer you to this link
that I read very early and took very seriously! Please read it very
carefully. Well apparently "dabbling in Satanism" is no longer part
of JOS site. So here is what you need to do. Be very decisive, don't
change your mind ever. You will learn new things in Satanism and you
will grow to be great. But the point here is be decisive! May Father
Satan bless what ever you decide upon, granted it does not oppose him,
less you should "regret it sorely"

Hail Father Satan Forever!
Scott N.


----- Original Message ----
From: friendsinhighplaces1 <friendsinhighplaces1@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Saturday, July 14, 2007 1:09:34 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] quick advice from someone who knows

I got into spiritual satanism by visiting your guys site with the
link to the e-groups and of course not really believeing at the time
being a 17 year old dumbass, thinking it was all joke I went ahead
and did a demon summoning prayer, lol now to my surprise it was all
REAL but being around christains all the time I tried to change back
to christianty( never could make myself lose "faith" outta fear") by
asking for forgiveness and stuff and I've said some bad stuff about
Satan, and this was like 6 months ago in doing so I believe I made
the demon very angry I started to hear false voices, was very
mentally confused i started to feel sick, and it really had me
fooled but somehow I stepped outta the shell, dont ask me how,
demons are very smart and realized that it was the demon doing it to
me, so I got bold and started talking to the demon, and for awhile i
could literally feel the demons energy become positive and I could
feel its warmth, and I feel like i may have attempted to exploit the
demon or not really exploit it but felt that I may and im worried
the demon and me will never be "cool" again, and every time i say i
wanna stay with satan i start to contradict myself, and I can feel
the demons positive energy change, so what im asking id their a
ritual I can do possibly or something that can regain trust with the
demon?

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "friendsinhighplaces1"
<friendsinhighplaces1@... wrotewell the ne hing u must do is
considder if ave faith n your old religion. and if do ot. conider
wy. and ow this as ome o be. and then consider do u want to ake our
path. life s ull f choices. and what i can tell u the person that was
contacting u i ndeed smart. it s intelegent. it wants to bond ith u.
perhaps elp u decide. so good luck.

ave :

I got into spiritual satanism by visiting your guys site with the
link to the e-groups and of course not really believeing at the

time

being a 17 year old dumbass, thinking it was all joke I went ahead
and did a demon summoning prayer, lol now to my surprise it was all
REAL but being around christains all the time I tried to change

back

to christianty(never could make myself lose "faith" outta fear") by
asking for forgiveness and stuff and I've said some bad stuff about
Satan, and this was like 6 months ago in doing so I believe I made
the demon very angry I started to hear false voices, was very
mentally confused i started to feel sick, and it really had me
fooled but somehow I stepped outta the shell, dont ask me how,
demons are very smart and realized that it was the demon doing it

to

me, so I got bold and started talking to the demon, and for awhile

i

could literally feel the demons energy become positive and I could
feel its warmth, and I feel like i may have attempted to exploit

the

demon or not really exploit it but felt that I may and im worried
the demon and me will never be "cool" again, and every time i say i
wanna stay with satan i start to contradict myself, and I can feel
the demons positive energy change, so what im asking id their a
ritual I can do possibly or something that can regain trust with

the

demon?