Ursa Minor said:
This might be a dumb question, but I'm going to ask it anyway. What exactly is the Jewish Question? Is it actually a question or just a colloquial phrase? If it's the latter I kinda get it, but I would personally call it the “Jewish Factor” rather than a “question”. Mainly because anytime a kike gets involved with the works of Gentiles, our work gets “Jewed” up, and loses some if not all of it's original intent. Thankfully, that doesn't seem to be the case here on JoS, but I know (((those bastards))) still try to get in the way as we've all seen.
Another question, about the FRTR, I typically feel tired but relaxed after finishing one. Does doing the FRTR expend much spiritual or mental energy (I do have to focus intensely to minimize mistakes), which in turn could make me feel tired? It feels like I've been using more energy lately than I have when I first started. Sometimes, I'm also interrupted by the feeling of something being pushed or pulled out of me (I can feel energy but not see it yet). When that happens, I briefly loose focus and I feel like I can't speak, I do continue with the ritual though after I recover. Any idea what that might be?
Last question, does anyone else have Lucifuge Rofocale as their GD? I'm still trying to find out who my GD is and I think I'm getting close. There are a few things I don't fully understand how it relates spiritually, like the plant, the candle color, and zodiac position. My guess about the zodiac position is that it has something to do with my chart ruler. Any advice on this would be much appreciated.
I think the expression "The X Question" is a colloquialism, because it's used in other contexts too and it doesn't often mean an actual, literal question. I
am glad to see another Grammar Nazi on board though. You should use your nitpickiness in service to Father. Go scour through the JoS,
HP Cobra is looking for people like us.
Also, in all likelihood, the feeling of something getting pushed or pulled out of you is the feeling of jewish curses, negative energies, thoughtforms, bindings, etc. being dislodged and banished from your soul. The F-RTR is not only service to the Gods and humanity but also highly empowering, liberating and beneficial to oneself as well. This is why one should incorporate it into their daily routine strongly.
At the same time, however, I see your issue. You seemingly don't know what the "SATANAS meditation" is, which in all likelihood also means you simply don't raise energies prior to a working as you should, especially considering one so intensive, important and "long" (at least, if we assume you joined Satanism around the time you joined the forums - then a regular RTR session is likely a bit on the longer side of magickal workings for you still).
Brother(?), raising energies prior to any magickal working whatsoever is vital. By doing so, you are not only not spending from your own energy reserves (and as thus, massively mitigating exhaustion) but also are able to pour more power into your working, thus increasing its effectiveness. Also, I am sure you noticed it but tanking your own energy reserves also makes it really hard to focus, and focus is absolutely one of the most important things in working magick. So, make sure to always, always raise your energies before any session of magick, even more so RTRs. In fact, during schedules in which we do multiple rituals per day (such as the recent few ones), you may even feel that your raised energies have run out after a particular ritual but there is still more to do. Then you can take a short break and raise more energies. Besides, it used to be recommended to take a short break inbetween different workings (say, 10-20 minutes at most) so as not to mix energies anyway - I don't know if this is still valid advice but it is intuitively sound, so I see it fit to suggest it to you. Still, run it through your own filter.
Anywho, how do you raise energies you ask? Well, HPS Maxine
says that "Using Runes and vibration is one of the quickest and most powerful ways of raising energy. Other ways are using the foundation meditation or through just visualization. You raise the energy and should feel it strongly, throughout your entire body. Other ways include Hatha yoga, Tai Chi and/or breathing exercises of your choice." Though I think most people, especially at first and older people, use
666 Meditation and
SATANAS Meditation to raise their energies prior to a bout of rituals. It used to be part of the instructions for performing RTRs. Just do 666 Meditation once and a few rounds of SATANAS (as many as you are comfortable - though beware; as simple as this meditation may seem, it can raise a lot of energy, don't overwhelm yourself!) and you're good to go.
I have heard of some more advanced people using MerKaBa to raise energies, but you can figure that out as you go a little further on your path. There are quite a few alternatives as I mentioned anyway.
Oh and, I almost forgot to mention. A large part of the reason you may be feeling off is that you are probably not cleansing sufficiently (if at all) following an RTR session. The jews have surrounded their pig excrement thoughtform yahweh with protective spells, curses, etc. So when we are dissolving jehovah in a vat of Satanic-blue acid as we do with our RTRs, their protective curses can end up latching onto us. Don't worry, it's very easy to get rid of such basic negative energy if you just do what you need to after rituals. Always, and I do mean
always make sure to cleanse thoroughly following a good RTR session. If you are doing multiple rituals as part of your daily spiritual warfare, as is the case when we are doing schedules or when it's your personal choice; just cleanse when you are completely done. It's strongly recommended to do intensive, deep cleaning too, not superficial stuff. The RTRs dislodge curses from deep within you, so it's important to scrub yourself really thoroughly. Do
Returning Curses, and
Part 2 as an extra Aura of Protection after you are done with Part 1. This not only ensures that you are squeaky clean after RTRs, but it also means you get to purge, cleanse and return back to the jews even their own protection curses since you are directing the ball of negative energy back to the "senders"; which in this case would be the jews or jehovah.
Raise enough energies and cleanse well enough and trust me, in no time at all, you will be feeling downright enraptured after a good RTR session. It's a healthy high!