CrowBlackMalice
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- Dec 4, 2022
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Using a red candle, a meditative position and after bathing, I began to write and perform the commitment ritual posted on The Joy Of Satan website, however the razor I was using to prick my finger could not draw blood? For the next hour or two, I used multiple knives and tried to draw blood on my palm, bicep, chest, cheek, and even my lower wrist. Still no blood could be drawn. As a last ditched effort before my blasphemous family returned, I used my candle to heat the blade of maybe my 5th knife until the steel turned black, yet when it met my skin only ash left the cuts. I feel the pain, I see the cuts/scars, yet I can not bleed. I am at a loss and need some advice. Perhaps my blood debt was pain in the past? I will meditate and perform the prayer again in my astral temple as a response to my phenomena.
I am new here, and am so glad to see so many devoted followers. May our endeavors be swift brothers and sisters.
Hail Satan
Hail Beelzebub(Lord of Fly)
Hail Lilith
I am new here, and am so glad to see so many devoted followers. May our endeavors be swift brothers and sisters.
Hail Satan
Hail Beelzebub(Lord of Fly)
Hail Lilith