swimberly2
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Hello my friends. I have been debating over devoting my life to Satan for a few months. I have been scared to accept him because of my Christian upbringing. I'm 14 and my dad's a pastor at a Baptist church. I have been raised to believe that Satan is a liar and filthy. I feel a desire and need for Satan in my life but I'm worried of going to hell and burning for the rest of my life when I die. I'm still holding on to oppressive Christian beliefs. How do I know that Satan is good and loved us? How do I know this is a lie and that God is real? I'm debating g everyday on whether I should do the dedication ritual or not. I want to embrace him but my Christian upbringing gets in the way. This dedication can either be the greatest thing in my life or the worst mistake. Can someone please give me counseling in this time. I need answers to my life. I used to be an extreme drug user and opiate addict. Will this affect my relationship with satan? Is Satan a friend? Are the demons friends? Are the people here friends? I love this truth of Satan and everything about it but I did get know if it's a truth. I don't want to sound hostile towards Satanism and I highly regard it. Thank you my friends. Any counseling in my time of need will be appreciated. Hail satan