Question #761: About third eye and personal problems

[AskSatanOperator]

I've been practicing it for almost three months now, but I don't understand the feelings I'm having at all. The JOS website said that I should see different colors, but subsequently only got the ability to visualize them more accurately. However, my other visualization is very chaotic and difficult to control. I also found it much easier to visualize different images. For example, as if a person is sitting next to me, I can feel (suggest to myself) that I can feel his flesh, smell and warmth (warmth is faint like smell). Once I tried to completely relax my body so that there was no physical contact and imagine the person in front of me. As a result, I fell into a deep trance for two days. And I also find it extremely difficult to relax for meditation, feeling extremely uncomfortable in normal positions. It is only by lying down at night (after drinking two cups of coffee) that I can meditate normally. I also find it hard to meditate for at least an hour a day, usually 10-20 minutes every day. I have a great desire to develop as a Spiritual Satanist, but physically and psychologically I cannot adjust my mind. Various worries of life, fear to go to the army (I prayed to Satan a lot to help me and I live in Russia, you understand) because I will be only 20 years old. Worries that I am constantly doing something wrong. As a consequence, I often overeat (this has been with me since childhood). What should I do? How do I reshape my body and mind to meditate more peacefully? Living in a one-room apartment with my parents it is very difficult for me to find a private place for the rituals (there is also nowhere to go, because I have no friends and relatives whom I would trust).

 

[Aura_Node]

Have you ever done a dopamine detox?

This will show you a totally different way of life. If there's no pain then your not making progress. Enjoy the pain, see it as a good time when you're having withdrawals as you start to reprogram your dopamine.

Stuff that seems so normal like coffee or porn or TV could possibly be holding you back. Everyone is different but I find a dopamine detox is a great way to figure out your cravings/bad habits.

Most people suffer in life because they can't detox their brains from everything that's out there.

Keep it simple, this is nothing exciting. Well, I guess it's very exciting considering the reward lol...... FOCUS



Your brain works on 1's and 0's

1 = Reward
0 = Pain



Your brain has no context in this sense. This is why fat people continue to eat when their life is on the line or why people choose drugs over their family or why people can spend 10 hrs playing video games but can't sit down and read a book.

The hard stuff in life gives you 0's such as Reading, doing the hard stuff, working out, etc...

The easy way out gives you 1's such as Candy, video games, porn, etc...

You must reprogram your brain to get 1's from reading a book instead of playing video games.

This will only happen if you get rid of all the shit that wastes your time so you have very little and appreciate your stuff.

Kinda like how straight men all bang each other in jail... You enjoy it because you have nothing else... or are forced but you get the point.

This could come off as extreme but this is how shit gets done.

Simple video on dopimane detox:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9QiE-M1LrZk


Hope this helps

 

[SapphireDragon]

I've been practicing it for almost three months now, but I don't understand the feelings I'm having at all. The JOS website said that I should see different colors, but subsequently only got the ability to visualize them more accurately. However, my other visualization is very chaotic and difficult to control. I also found it much easier to visualize different images. For example, as if a person is sitting next to me, I can feel (suggest to myself) that I can feel his flesh, smell and warmth (warmth is faint like smell). Once I tried to completely relax my body so that there was no physical contact and imagine the person in front of me. As a result, I fell into a deep trance for two days. And I also find it extremely difficult to relax for meditation, feeling extremely uncomfortable in normal positions. It is only by lying down at night (after drinking two cups of coffee) that I can meditate normally. I also find it hard to meditate for at least an hour a day, usually 10-20 minutes every day. I have a great desire to develop as a Spiritual Satanist, but physically and psychologically I cannot adjust my mind. Various worries of life, fear to go to the army (I prayed to Satan a lot to help me and I live in Russia, you understand) because I will be only 20 years old. Worries that I am constantly doing something wrong. As a consequence, I often overeat (this has been with me since childhood). What should I do? How do I reshape my body and mind to meditate more peacefully? Living in a one-room apartment with my parents it is very difficult for me to find a private place for the rituals (there is also nowhere to go, because I have no friends and relatives whom I would trust).

Everyone's experiences are going to be individual. What is listed on the Jos website about what you may see when opening your third eye is simply just a guide of what you can expect, but you may experience different things because everyone is different. Also by practicing what do you mean exactly? have you gone through and opened each chakra and meditated on them exactly as it says on Jos? Doing consistent void meditation will definitely help you in starting to let go of stresses and relax. Here are some questions to ponder, do you do a daily aura of protection? Have you done the Dedication ritual? If the answer is yes, my next question is do you do the rtrs every day? Those not only attack our enemy, but they also free up your soul from enemy curses. Also I'd recommend doing returning curses, cleaning your aura, and maybe after a while you should consider, if you are able to, a soul freeing munka ritual to remove negative karma from your soul. Depending on how new you are to this however I would recommend starting out slow and following a good routine such as Hooded Cobra's 40 day program. It has a lot of good things to incorporate into your daily routine. As for needing space to do rituals, You can always do them in your mind by creating an astral temple. You can use taking a "nap" as an excuse to do this. Also, consider doing rituals you must vibrate and speak out loud in the shower. You can run a shower and time it just right to pull it off, That is what I used to do when I was young and living at home. I lived in a small house without much room so I understand the struggle. If you live in a safe area you could also leave the house to go for a "walk around the block" to do simple things like Aura of protection. I will provide a few useful links down below that you should check out. There is always a way to do a thing if you are truly serious about it. You can also speak with Father Satan about your concerns, He loves to hear from us so never worry, If you are truly serious and trying to help yourself, He will help you as well.

40 day meditation program:
https://www.satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf

Creating an astral temple:
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Temple.html

Returning curses part one and two
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

Cleaning your aura:
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html

Protection:
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Protection.html

Void meditation:
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

Good luck, don't give up. Keep trying and keep working on yourself.