AskSatanOperator
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I want to ask a couple of questions that may seem strange, but are of great interest to me.
1. I remember one of my first memories before I was born. It was a kind of city of the future, with different skyscrapers. It was definitely not a dream, for I still remember it, twenty years after I was born. Before that memory there was only emptiness. Absolutely all the dreams I don't write down are forgotten, so I'm sure it was something else. And my field of vision was somehow cloudy, limited, as if I were looking through some narrow slit shaped like an eye hole, but somewhere deep inside.
2. When I was a child, when I was sleeping, I always felt like something was watching me from the darkness, something very scary. I also heard "his" voice. All I saw were eyes, nothing more. This was with me until I was about 5 years old, after which I got sick with some severe allergies. Even once, right before I woke up (my body was still asleep), I also felt that something was "gnawing on my hand". It kept calling me and wanting something, but I don't remember anymore.
3. Every night for a very long time I have felt someone's presence in the apartment, and this feeling sometimes frightens me, even if not for a long moment. Maybe it's just a remnant of my fear of the dark, but I'd better ask to be sure.
4 I have been meditating on 3 eyes for quite some time now, and during meditations I have begun to feel a kind of lapse, that is, a complete disconnection from my body, as if I were somewhere far above my head, which was not the case before. And when I abruptly stop meditating, I get a very painful sensation, as if I had only slept for 4 hours and suddenly woke up on my alarm clock.
5. After this practice of meditating on the third eye in the morning for an hour after waking up (less often two), I have no feeling that I am in my body, my body thinks that I am still asleep and acts automatically. At the same time, I get a good night's sleep. Sometimes all this can persist throughout the day. It can be called a kind of derealization, very similar symptoms
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1. I remember one of my first memories before I was born. It was a kind of city of the future, with different skyscrapers. It was definitely not a dream, for I still remember it, twenty years after I was born. Before that memory there was only emptiness. Absolutely all the dreams I don't write down are forgotten, so I'm sure it was something else. And my field of vision was somehow cloudy, limited, as if I were looking through some narrow slit shaped like an eye hole, but somewhere deep inside.
2. When I was a child, when I was sleeping, I always felt like something was watching me from the darkness, something very scary. I also heard "his" voice. All I saw were eyes, nothing more. This was with me until I was about 5 years old, after which I got sick with some severe allergies. Even once, right before I woke up (my body was still asleep), I also felt that something was "gnawing on my hand". It kept calling me and wanting something, but I don't remember anymore.
3. Every night for a very long time I have felt someone's presence in the apartment, and this feeling sometimes frightens me, even if not for a long moment. Maybe it's just a remnant of my fear of the dark, but I'd better ask to be sure.
4 I have been meditating on 3 eyes for quite some time now, and during meditations I have begun to feel a kind of lapse, that is, a complete disconnection from my body, as if I were somewhere far above my head, which was not the case before. And when I abruptly stop meditating, I get a very painful sensation, as if I had only slept for 4 hours and suddenly woke up on my alarm clock.
5. After this practice of meditating on the third eye in the morning for an hour after waking up (less often two), I have no feeling that I am in my body, my body thinks that I am still asleep and acts automatically. At the same time, I get a good night's sleep. Sometimes all this can persist throughout the day. It can be called a kind of derealization, very similar symptoms
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