Question #5478: confused and need help

[AskSatanOperator]

First of all I'm dedicated, but I had some setbacks and because of strong xian upbringing I had a lot of doubts. My biggest worry is Both xianity and Satanism say they are the right way, I've read that Satan is THE god, the true God. But the xian bible says the same thing about the xian god. What If I choose the wrong path. When I one day pass away and find out I chose the wrong path I don't want that. It's scary, I want the best for my loved ones and my spouse I don't want to lead them in the wrong direction spiritually or to lead myself in the wrong direction and lose my chances of being with them again in the afterlife. I'm so conflicted, it really hurts. What can I do to help these feelings pass, I want to do ths right thing and feel confident in my decision. I'm not saying Satan isn't God, or that I don't believe in him. I just can't take these intrusive doubtful thoughts and fears. L

 

[SatAnon]

There's no "what if" here, because in Satanism you aren't supposed to accept things in blind faith, and it's not based on faith on a being. You're not supposed to accept our word, but you are encouraged to try the practices for yourself and see.

I've said this before and I'm saying this again: Christians aren't allowed to open their astral senses and contact Jewsus or Jewhova directly. Anyone who claims to do so is labeled as demon-possessed, heretic e.t.c. And the practices that allow one to communicate with spiritual beings are labelled as occult and Satanic and they scare people from doing them.

If you want to deceive someone, you don't tell them to test things, you merely tell them to have blind faith and use extreme fear to discourage them from questioning you. That's what Christianity does.

It's been said that once you awaken your chakras and psychic senses you can no longer be deceived. You can just sense if someone is lying to you. You have a bad feeling if someone's lying to you.

Now which religion discourages from awakening your psychic senses and intuition? It is certainly not Satanism!

Now you need to also deprogram yourself from Christianity, as you seem to apply the same Christian standards to Satanism. Satanism isn't about worshiping a being and having a nice afterlife, but it's about developing your soul right now. Which means that if you "just believe" and do zero practices, you will be only very slightly better than non-Satanists.

Anyway, you said you did the dedication ritual, so you should really stop worrying because you can't become a xian now. You have committed the "unforgivable sin" according to xianity in the dedication ritual. That is, blasphemy of their "holy spirit". So just enjoy it now, you have left that hideous hoax forever and xians can't take you back. Remind yourself of that and those fears will have no power over you.

 

[Isisd]

So, in my opinion, before dedicating and making such a meaningful promise to a deity (and it can be any deity), one have to study first, months, years, even decades if necessary, to clear their mind out. This said, no one in this community will tell you to have blind fate in a one true god. The best thing you can do to fix that and gain confidence is STUDY. Read the xian bible and gospels and you'll see your doubts disappear in thin air, you'll see the hoax between the lines, you'll be sure that you did the right decision. If the above doesn't happen, as stated in the dedication page FAQs, Satan will leave behind whoever wants to make their mind or refuse him. He is not a jealous God, he doesn't want worshipping by whose who don't want to worship him, he doesn't force anything onto anyone. Free will is a milestone in Spiritual Satanism.

 

[Aarti]

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[Tethys333]

First of all I'm dedicated, but I had some setbacks and because of strong xian upbringing I had a lot of doubts. My biggest worry is Both xianity and Satanism say they are the right way, I've read that Satan is THE god, the true God. But the xian bible says the same thing about the xian god. What If I choose the wrong path. When I one day pass away and find out I chose the wrong path I don't want that. It's scary, I want the best for my loved ones and my spouse I don't want to lead them in the wrong direction spiritually or to lead myself in the wrong direction and lose my chances of being with them again in the afterlife. I'm so conflicted, it really hurts. What can I do to help these feelings pass, I want to do ths right thing and feel confident in my decision. I'm not saying Satan isn't God, or that I don't believe in him. I just can't take these intrusive doubtful thoughts and fears. L

hi, to better understand the truth and to understand that Jahweh is actually a false god, an impostor and a being who only wants destruction for us, I recommend you read ALL the part of the site that I call "exposing christianity" and after doing that read carefully the library of Satan, obviously the old headquarters. I recommend the PDF called "black sun 666" so you will fully understand who Yahweh and his Jews are.
If your parents and friends are Catholic, Jewish, Buddhist or Muslim, I strongly advise you not to talk about it with them if you don't want to get into trouble.

 

[jacobSS]

There is the right path
There is the left path
Being on the the "right" path is not necessarily means is the correct one, whatever u choose must be the "right" one, even if you're wrong, otherwise maybe is better if u don't choose.
Must be sure that is this what u want!

 

[AFODO]

The difference is that if you would take your time to learn about this path, you would be absolutely sure that this is the right thing, whereas Xians never really know for sure. Here we don't have "what if"s because we learn about truths that is evincible.
Here we advance ourselves definitely, and one can taste the fruit of their own work within a reasonable time.

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