AskSatanOperator
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I tend to daydream. For this reason that I want to be cautious to not confuse what my mind made up and what could possibly be communication with our Gods.
Let's say, while I'm half-consciously thinking about a certain Demon and a question in hand, a cheerful and wise presence in my mind answers with ''Not yet''. It is not exactly these words, but that's how I understand it. It could also be ''too inexperienced'' or ''too young''. Basically, the answer to my question is negative but it could be positive in the future, no discouragment. It happens less than in a second but full of meaning and I could even say that the counterparty is amused, understanding, and calm while disagreeing or refuting my unasked question. I was just thinking. His presence is strong and full of emotions albeit timeframe all of these was happening is heartbreakingly short.
In another example there was no words or sentences when I asked for help. Things just became ''clear'' like a fog has lifted. I understood what was going on, things I was not aware before asking for help. This time however, I didn't catch any emotions or anything personal. Not even words. I just realized something, my mind became clearer.
Is this how it happens? The communication?
I have Neptune in 12th house possibly in conjunct with the ASC and a few other placements that could work for either having difficulty in distinguishing between reality and fantasy or spiritual awereness. I don't want to risk it.
Are your experiences similar?
Let's say, while I'm half-consciously thinking about a certain Demon and a question in hand, a cheerful and wise presence in my mind answers with ''Not yet''. It is not exactly these words, but that's how I understand it. It could also be ''too inexperienced'' or ''too young''. Basically, the answer to my question is negative but it could be positive in the future, no discouragment. It happens less than in a second but full of meaning and I could even say that the counterparty is amused, understanding, and calm while disagreeing or refuting my unasked question. I was just thinking. His presence is strong and full of emotions albeit timeframe all of these was happening is heartbreakingly short.
In another example there was no words or sentences when I asked for help. Things just became ''clear'' like a fog has lifted. I understood what was going on, things I was not aware before asking for help. This time however, I didn't catch any emotions or anything personal. Not even words. I just realized something, my mind became clearer.
Is this how it happens? The communication?
I have Neptune in 12th house possibly in conjunct with the ASC and a few other placements that could work for either having difficulty in distinguishing between reality and fantasy or spiritual awereness. I don't want to risk it.
Are your experiences similar?
