AskSatanOperator
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For the past several years I've been put through outrageous Spiritual attacks (where I live its called "Gangstalking"), it comes in waves and the intensities vary. Some mild and some so extreme I've contemplated suicide. It's very debilitating and what makes it worse is how alone it makes me feel because it seems as though everyone around me is somehow involved, of course I'm unsure if it's made to look that way or if my eyes just really aren't deceiving me and I've done good thus far in not treating them as though they're doing this knowingly and intentionally but it's difficult. I know I'm not going crazy because the enemy does all they can to bring us down, especially those of us who know how to use our gifts and intuition to fight off their disgusting influence. However, I'm raging inside and my mind is going in circles driving itself insane not just from having to fight these imbeciles for what feels like 24/7, waking and dreaming but trying to figure out what exactly the hell is going on and if it's the government or some other force? I just wonder if anyone has any insight, knowledge, or even ideas on what's happening and why no matter where I go I feel so outcasted and like I'm seen as some joke or laughingstock by everyone around me including those I love. I literally feel like Truman from The Truman Show and it's spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically exhausting. Somebody please help!