the ritual to end Satan's protection for me. or do his gods exist?
I don't want to be part of this sect anymore
as long as what was said in the initiation ritual proves false.
deal falls through and I want to detach from this road, what can I do?
I have suffered a lot in the last 4 years putting my trust in Satan and the gods
I personally have been dedicated for 2 years and the path has certainly not been downhill, on the contrary. As soon as I dedicated myself, I received some concrete help but as I meditated I understood that I had to seek my rebirth on my own!
I would have been really happy if only I had worked hard on myself and fought my limits.
I'm not here to beg a brother/sister to stay against her will, but I want to invite you to think. Negative energies, together with the enemy's various attacks, are moments and situations that must be faced. What do you gain from letting yourself be carried away and fueled by suffering, by desperation?
I was completely at the mercy of a very strong depression but I came out of it and honestly I couldn't thank anyone else other than Father Satan and the Gods.
The life of a Satanist is uphill. It's knowing yourself even in the negative sides, but only by knowing ourselves can we improve. Father Satan certainly doesn't do the work for you, he doesn't pave the way for you or make your job easier. Only you can do the hard work of healing and improvement.
Take some time and analyze whether these thoughts are not the result of a negative period, a period of confusion. Since I've been with Father Satan, I've been the best version of myself and I don't have to thank any psychologist, any drugs or any brainwashing... just myself (and Father Satan obviously).
Souls compromised by negative energies, negative karma or degenerate have a longer and more tortuous path, but (if you want) the rebirth will be great