Your sensitivity is very valuable and may be a motor for artistic skills like writing, painting, singing, composing music, sculpting etc. Gods may help you develop those skills if you have interest in arts. What Ol argedco luciftias said is wise and good advice. My 3 cents is I don't agree with last paragraph of Ol argedco luciftias's answer. Politics shapes reality in which nations and societies live. It shapes your surroundings and your life also and is almost wholly usurped by enemy.
In Plato’s famous quote, he asserted that “One of the penalties for refusing to participate in politics is that you end up being governed by your inferiors.” Plato believed that disengaging from political involvement could lead to suboptimal leadership and governance. His ideal rulers were philosopher-kings, wise, virtuous, and selfless individuals who would live simply and communally to combat corruption. Additionally, Plato argued against democracy, claiming that ruling is a skill best entrusted to experts, not the general populace. So, according to Plato, active political participation is crucial to avoid being governed by less capable leaders or simply by jewish enemy as it is now.