Question #4844: Devolution

[AskSatanOperator]

I feel like I’m going through consistent degeneration.

I’m eating like shit and gaining more weight everyday because of binge eating I feel like I’m getting uglier every day I’m losing hair and balding even though I had such good hair, I feel like my chin is receeding.

Everyday I feel like I’ve no control over my bad habits and they’re just the routine. Bingeing food, losing hair, money, bingeing degenerate filthiest of filth porn.

And I don’t know what to do about it, I hit the gym and I try to meditate and go to work but everything is not consistent I go from extremes of stress working trying to overcompensate in the gym but then I go to the other extreme of bingeing and excess.

I try to stick with improvement but I have some Saturn transits blocking any and all types of success or drive Saturn hitting my mars, sun, venus, and pluto. So I know what the solutions are but I have constant obstacles, blockages, delays and zero drive to deal with them at all so I end up drowning myself in escapism and bingeing everything instead.

What can I do

 

[hailourtruegod]

There are runes for building up discipline.

Stay away from processed white sugar altogether as that's damaging your cells and organs. Among fat gain.

Keep practicing discipline while doing workings that empower your solar and martial energies.

 

[AristocraticDragon666]

I feel like I’m going through consistent degeneration.

I’m eating like shit and gaining more weight everyday because of binge eating I feel like I’m getting uglier every day I’m losing hair and balding even though I had such good hair, I feel like my chin is receeding.

Everyday I feel like I’ve no control over my bad habits and they’re just the routine. Bingeing food, losing hair, money, bingeing degenerate filthiest of filth porn.

And I don’t know what to do about it, I hit the gym and I try to meditate and go to work but everything is not consistent I go from extremes of stress working trying to overcompensate in the gym but then I go to the other extreme of bingeing and excess.

I try to stick with improvement but I have some Saturn transits blocking any and all types of success or drive Saturn hitting my mars, sun, venus, and pluto. So I know what the solutions are but I have constant obstacles, blockages, delays and zero drive to deal with them at all so I end up drowning myself in escapism and bingeing everything instead.

What can I do

Saturn transits cannot block all kinds of success.

Your failures are not always related to Saturn, it is possible that Saturn does not play such a decisive role in your natal chart as you think, besides Saturn can be used to your advantage, for example, if you make a Planetary square of Saturn with appropriate affirmations.

Saturn is like a dog that can be tamed to protect you.

You need to get rid of self-limiting beliefs.

I recommend you to do emptiness meditation and purify your aura, You need to get rid of self-limiting thoughts and most importantly, do not give them strength, do not focus on negativity.