Question #4748: I am still afraid

[AskSatanOperator]

I am going towards the ritual, step by step, learning and reading everything (reading JoS for ~5 months), meditating. Years before I was learning astral projection and having various experiences, I have used pendulum and it felt incredible. But I am still afraid to dedicate myself. I afraid that my life wouldn't be the same as it is now, I am afraid that I will lose my all friends and my girlfriend, I am afraid that I won't pass my exams of my new profession. I don't have job (I can have, but I prefer not to because of my previous job experience, I need time to readjust myself to life (sounds like excuse, well, it is, partially)).
I want to talk about this with my girl, firstly. Should I? And no, she doesn't look like a jew and she have a wonderful view to life and has some ESP (nice astro charts, also).

 

[HellGate]

Hello,

Why are you afraid of improvement? In spiritual satanism, bravery is the most important virtue of which we abide. Whereas if we were afraid, we would realise no accomplishment and be nothing.

There's nothing to be afraid of the dedication ritual, as this is both a honour to yourself and the Gods, signifying that you are courageous to do this. It is also the joy of life to be able to partake into spiritualism.

Negative thoughts are able to manifest negative motion in life, so think positively.

It is indeed an excuse, as there's nothing wrong that can go wrong by doing the dedication ritual, as it is a positive honourable act. If anything, everything would get better, but you would have to work towards positive change as well.

As for the girlfriend situation, consult this with Father Satan and heavily look for proper correspondence in your charts. What type of person is she, especially of what magnitude? More of beliefs, is she religious or spiritual? If she is a loving and the fit person for you, then she wouldn't mind this as long as you are presentable, and of well disposition. Again, decide much on this.

 

[Hellenic SS]

But I am still afraid to dedicate myself. I afraid that my life wouldn't be the same as it is now, I am afraid that I will lose my all friends and my girlfriend, I am afraid that I won't pass my exams of my new profession.

This is likely because of doubt. I have some material which will help you with that:

Doubt & Disbelief: Spiritual Satanism

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I want to talk about this with my girl, firstly. Should I?

Silence is gold.

 

[Epiphany]

I am going towards the ritual, step by step, learning and reading everything (reading JoS for ~5 months), meditating. Years before I was learning astral projection and having various experiences, I have used pendulum and it felt incredible. But I am still afraid to dedicate myself. I afraid that my life wouldn't be the same as it is now, I am afraid that I will lose my all friends and my girlfriend, I am afraid that I won't pass my exams of my new profession. I don't have job (I can have, but I prefer not to because of my previous job experience, I need time to readjust myself to life (sounds like excuse, well, it is, partially)).
I want to talk about this with my girl, firstly. Should I? And no, she doesn't look like a jew and she have a wonderful view to life and has some ESP (nice astro charts, also).

You're right. Life will never be the same. But not in a bad way. My and many other lives have only improved after Satanism.

These fears you have aren't rational. But you should understand the importance of privacy, because it relates to security. Dedicating is a personal choice, you have to decide for yourself.

 

[ΑΡΗΣ_666]

Doing things halfway is not good, if you have been on the path for months now you should dedicate yourself to it, it will only benefit you.