Who will be your guardian demon is not up to you to decide.
In any case, it is better for you to focus on spiritual development, because no matter who your guardian demon is at the moment, this is exactly the guardian demon that you need now for your spiritual development.
yes, seriously.
from my first day, within minutes she introduced herself to me, with cats while she was dedicating my soul and an owl flew above me, and i was induced to wonder and notice even in those moments.
months later i was surrounded by arts of her divine forms, especially as kali, i felt something immensely strong that attracted me to her and i saw her dedicated page on JOS and if i'm not mistaken, i asked for confirmation if she was really my guardian, i received positive signs, apart from having seen her in person on planet earth, it was when i was starting to really take evolving myself seriously.
and among a thousand things, you can be sure.
i'm so connected when it happens these days, it's natural and i don't absorb much.
in 2023 i wrote about my physical contact with her, here it is detailed and complete: