AskSatanOperator
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What does it mean to have sun, mercury, venus, and jupiter in 8th house?
I should be gifted spiritually right? But I feel nothing special and it hurts, I feel something’s missing.
I’ve met non-SS who were very gifted spiritually and I always felt dependent on people for spirituality. People who never meditated a day in their lives were to able see my guardian demon, spirits, and get prophetic dreams that come true.
It really makes me jealous and hurts me very badly when I keep struggling to advance and it seems I’m not gifted much. My soul craves these abilities and I feel like I’m crippled.
Why would people who worship christ or allah see and be more gifted than me, despite never meditating a day and hating Satan.
They have some stelliums in 12th house so I understand that, but still..
I should be gifted spiritually right? But I feel nothing special and it hurts, I feel something’s missing.
I’ve met non-SS who were very gifted spiritually and I always felt dependent on people for spirituality. People who never meditated a day in their lives were to able see my guardian demon, spirits, and get prophetic dreams that come true.
It really makes me jealous and hurts me very badly when I keep struggling to advance and it seems I’m not gifted much. My soul craves these abilities and I feel like I’m crippled.
Why would people who worship christ or allah see and be more gifted than me, despite never meditating a day and hating Satan.
They have some stelliums in 12th house so I understand that, but still..