Question #4444: Struggling with meditation

[AskSatanOperator]

Hi I'm having a difficult time with meditation, firstly I don't know how to make time for it, my normal schedule is as follows, alarm rings at 5:50 am and by 6:30 I have to get the bus and then a train for work roughly 1 hour commute I finish work at 5pm collect my son from kinder garden, my wife rakes him in the morning and I pick him up in the afternoon sometimes, do I arrive home about 6:30 pm, so I don't really have mutch alone time, in the weekends I don't work but I have my son home always and he is bugging me every 5 minutes or so, I tried meditation in the weekend and after I somehow managed to get him to not bug me I did void meditation firstly very uncomfortable but after a while it was OK, then AOP I mag aged it but I visualized nothing and felt nothing and aura cleaning even worse, I have a very primitive altar with a printed baphomet and a drawing of the sigil of Lucifer along with a red glass candle holder , I dimmed the lights before also another question, English is not my native language but I'm very confortable with it can I do the affirmations in English? And do I need to speak aloud or think it? Thank you for the help

 

[Draconi666]

Hi I'm having a difficult time with meditation, firstly I don't know how to make time for it, my normal schedule is as follows, alarm rings at 5:50 am and by 6:30 I have to get the bus and then a train for work roughly 1 hour commute I finish work at 5pm collect my son from kinder garden, my wife rakes him in the morning and I pick him up in the afternoon sometimes, do I arrive home about 6:30 pm, so I don't really have mutch alone time, in the weekends I don't work but I have my son home always and he is bugging me every 5 minutes or so, I tried meditation in the weekend and after I somehow managed to get him to not bug me I did void meditation firstly very uncomfortable but after a while it was OK, then AOP I mag aged it but I visualized nothing and felt nothing and aura cleaning even worse, I have a very primitive altar with a printed baphomet and a drawing of the sigil of Lucifer along with a red glass candle holder , I dimmed the lights before also another question, English is not my native language but I'm very confortable with it can I do the affirmations in English? And do I need to speak aloud or think it? Thank you for the help

It should be main goal in your day, because it is, because of it depends the rest of your life, so it is basis of life, this mentality should help to find place in your schedule for your meditation.

Here is magical working for it, there is also small version:

Overcoming Major SS Limitations: Gaining Free Time

Intro As SS, we can thank the Clergy for their past research, as now we have basically all the tools to advance. Therefore, we are at stage where we only need to "do the work". Therefore, we are limited by our Satanic productivity. As long as we are productive on a regular basis, we can...

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[Hellenic SS]

Reagrding meditation, you can shorten them if you don't havbbe much time, as fdew results are better than no results.

As for the affirmations, yes, you can do them in English and I recommend saying them out loud but if that's not possible due to family, stating them inside your head with intent and focus also works.

 

[Draconi666]

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It should be main goal in your day, because it is, because of it depends the rest of your life, so it is basis of life, this mentality should help to find place in your schedule for your meditation.

Here is magical working for it, there is also small version:

Overcoming Major SS Limitations: Gaining Free Time

Intro As SS, we can thank the Clergy for their past research, as now we have basically all the tools to advance. Therefore, we are at stage where we only need to "do the work". Therefore, we are limited by our Satanic productivity. As long as we are productive on a regular basis, we can...

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It is possible to wake up earlier definetly, when you meditate you have more energy. That working I added above is main thing here,

For example last week I was working 12 hours 4days in a row, friday and saturday, so 6 days with overtimes, and still it was possible to wake up 3:40 (2hours) earlier and do full meditation and yoga routine with extra things like workout on legs, while troughout the day in work at all posibilities was doing reading for deprogramming my mind from lies,

(After that week I felt like a superman, it is soo rewarding.)

And in the evening still was possible to do frtr3in1, yoga and workout for top.

So you just have to fight and do what you can do, apply magic, gradually build up, and advance, and do more.

It is possible definetly, I don’t have kids, so in your case maybe you don’t have to do so much, you definetly can find time for doing more, and never stoping to create strategies to do more and better, when you advance you can generate more and more right decisions for your advancement.

Today I have come across interesting women who said to me that I should “think of possibilities”, because we was talking about that I want to learn to play guitar on top of all activity, but can’t find time,

But now I am starting to see this how I could add this, with magic and help from Gods, and still feel it is possible to add it… this is crazy, but believe me, with Gods and your will everything is possible.

Just try to befriend them in every way possible, do your best in wining your fight of advancement at all costs at all times, and study, this pleases them.

The more conscious we are, the more we projecting will of the Gods, and discipline is consciousness, more discipline more consciousness we have.

It should grow infinitely.