Question #4215: I wanna die

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello brothers and sisters, well, to put it bluntly, basically everything is awful.
I've been feeling more and more hopeless for about 5/6 months now and I get very depressed, I'm even "lazy" to talk, I've had a lot of things happen in the last few months and I'm afraid it's going to get worse. I ended my relationship because he was being horrible to me and now I'm suffering from his absence but I can't go back because I would suffer too much, I'm no longer able to do meditations I try my best to do at least 6 meditations, which are usually the same every time) and I stopped my yoga practices, I feel tired and sad all the time, I always tried to help a lot here on the forum and doing activism outside too but I just stopped, I have no perspective on life and much less where I should go. I need help to get back to the productive person I was and get away from the pain of ending a relationship and straighten out my life. Thank you for your attention and sorry for the long text, I just feel like crying and I took the courage to write this here.

 

[Henu the Great]

Giving up on nurturing your soul, your self, will only make things more hard as time goes on, creating a sort of vicious cycle of downward spiral. Snap out of it! Force yourself to do what needs to be done if nothing else works. Eventually, things will get better for you, especially when you pinpoint target specific issues that ail you.

 

[Ĥl·lĥæ]

Hello brothers and sisters, well, to put it bluntly, basically everything is awful.
I've been feeling more and more hopeless for about 5/6 months now and I get very depressed, I'm even "lazy" to talk, I've had a lot of things happen in the last few months and I'm afraid it's going to get worse. I ended my relationship because he was being horrible to me and now I'm suffering from his absence but I can't go back because I would suffer too much, I'm no longer able to do meditations I try my best to do at least 6 meditations, which are usually the same every time) and I stopped my yoga practices, I feel tired and sad all the time, I always tried to help a lot here on the forum and doing activism outside too but I just stopped, I have no perspective on life and much less where I should go. I need help to get back to the productive person I was and get away from the pain of ending a relationship and straighten out my life. Thank you for your attention and sorry for the long text, I just feel like crying and I took the courage to write this here.

Do a new KY yoga, whatever it is.
11 minutes or even 59 are good enough to take the pressure off your body.
Be honest with yourself about your feelings and thoughts, and don't feel obliged to solve problems that are out of your control.
They just happen, relax and do what you can to ensure physical comfort.

 

[𖤐 Rai 𖤐]

You will learn what it means to get used to pain, to live with pain and not be able to break away from it. If you're lucky, you'll tear this scar away, but I couldn't. I experienced something similar to what you mentioned. I don't know if it's better or worse than yours. I had to leave my family, the woman I loved, my friends, everyone. I built a new life in a different country. I was betrayed and experienced some bad things that made me return to Satanism. Bad luck never left me. I always prayed to Satan and tried not to miss my meditations, even though it was difficult. At this point, I still haven't made any progress financially. I try to get my psychology together every day, but I've come a long way spiritually. Satan was here with me whenever I needed him. Suicide should not even be a last resort. I don't think everyone can handle every pain with the same difficulty, but there are still beautiful and small things that are worth living for. Keep loving the one who is not with you, I think plant a flower seed for yourself, water it, love it and make it grow. It may sound silly, but I know you'll feel good if you can manage to raise it.

 

[libra_sun_rising]

Hello brothers and sisters, well, to put it bluntly, basically everything is awful.
I've been feeling more and more hopeless for about 5/6 months now and I get very depressed, I'm even "lazy" to talk, I've had a lot of things happen in the last few months and I'm afraid it's going to get worse. I ended my relationship because he was being horrible to me and now I'm suffering from his absence but I can't go back because I would suffer too much, I'm no longer able to do meditations I try my best to do at least 6 meditations, which are usually the same every time) and I stopped my yoga practices, I feel tired and sad all the time, I always tried to help a lot here on the forum and doing activism outside too but I just stopped, I have no perspective on life and much less where I should go. I need help to get back to the productive person I was and get away from the pain of ending a relationship and straighten out my life. Thank you for your attention and sorry for the long text, I just feel like crying and I took the courage to write this here.

Brother or sister,I have been in that same dark place, and I know it hurts, and you want to give up on everything.But lift yourself up and fight, and whatever you are going through is nothing compared to you finishing the hike.

The gods didn't become gods by being born that way. I have a feeling that when they were in their dark place, they felt like you.

They got through it, and so can you.