AskSatanOperator
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Help me clear Sexual thoughts/feelings!!
Lately i've been in better control of my sexual energy Thanks to Satan, and although I am not into ejaculation i find myself rubbing myself and so that results in my balls hurting. The feeling stops me from vibrating runes for long bc it's uncomfortable to meditate in pain ( but it not serious blue balls and i want to stop completely before it gets serious).
I also am not compulsively engaging
in this sort of thing, i am seeking to kill the TRACE feelings/Thoughts & i know it's all in mine mind. My chakras are semi open and i find better pleasure in SS and demonic activity
can someone give me advice what to do when i get hard? i was using ingwaz but felt i should'nt over do it and only sparingly. Ingwaz had me eating more than usual. On the other hand i always remember the enemy aliens got us all circumcised on purpose!! by making the shaft exposed and allowing only thin skin separating nerves so that we constantly bop ouselves and die!!
I can not recall every programming that has had impression on how i think to deal with some of my perversion directly, because old cartoons i used to watch i noticed now were perverted just like the teachers in school, all mine friends their gf and some of their mothers. It's Incredible having ESP and noticing so many girls wanna secretly fuck.
I hate fucking up a day to jacking off seriously even if i don't reach climax because i know i have TRACES of enemy program LINGERING
I've been reading about a sanskrit word munka on the fourm and it seems really bad ass and totally traumatizing in a good way!!
It is something i really wanna do. Igot the audio ready and i practiced the correct way of chanting
but i am not sure if Is it appropriate to use munka for the chakras? it not mentioned on mainsite by HPS the site only said what it said
and another thing is if it is something that i can only use if there is a waining moon? i am not knowledgeable on sun/moon and constellations so i don't know why to start chanting at a wanning moon, outside maybe the reason the moon controls tides and we're over 65% made of liquid. I want to start Immediately is that ok? anything more advice which help in getting cleaner can help too
Lately i've been in better control of my sexual energy Thanks to Satan, and although I am not into ejaculation i find myself rubbing myself and so that results in my balls hurting. The feeling stops me from vibrating runes for long bc it's uncomfortable to meditate in pain ( but it not serious blue balls and i want to stop completely before it gets serious).
I also am not compulsively engaging
in this sort of thing, i am seeking to kill the TRACE feelings/Thoughts & i know it's all in mine mind. My chakras are semi open and i find better pleasure in SS and demonic activity
can someone give me advice what to do when i get hard? i was using ingwaz but felt i should'nt over do it and only sparingly. Ingwaz had me eating more than usual. On the other hand i always remember the enemy aliens got us all circumcised on purpose!! by making the shaft exposed and allowing only thin skin separating nerves so that we constantly bop ouselves and die!!
I can not recall every programming that has had impression on how i think to deal with some of my perversion directly, because old cartoons i used to watch i noticed now were perverted just like the teachers in school, all mine friends their gf and some of their mothers. It's Incredible having ESP and noticing so many girls wanna secretly fuck.
I hate fucking up a day to jacking off seriously even if i don't reach climax because i know i have TRACES of enemy program LINGERING
I've been reading about a sanskrit word munka on the fourm and it seems really bad ass and totally traumatizing in a good way!!
It is something i really wanna do. Igot the audio ready and i practiced the correct way of chanting
but i am not sure if Is it appropriate to use munka for the chakras? it not mentioned on mainsite by HPS the site only said what it said
and another thing is if it is something that i can only use if there is a waining moon? i am not knowledgeable on sun/moon and constellations so i don't know why to start chanting at a wanning moon, outside maybe the reason the moon controls tides and we're over 65% made of liquid. I want to start Immediately is that ok? anything more advice which help in getting cleaner can help too