AskSatanOperator
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I'm posting it in this thread to hide my identity since the question is embarrassing, in my opinion.
So, I've been busy sorting my life out due to a certain incident I'd like not to discuss, not contacting any of the Gods or the other SS members by being absent in the forums, except Father Satan himself since I have no room to do RTRs and most especially, Returning Curses, as my home is quite cramped with people. Plus, there's not a place where I can do the latter safely outside, without affecting others.
So I've been doing this for a year now, and I decided to go to JOS Astro to check my chart out to see some information regarding myself, due to personal issues.
Just then, despite ignoring it and dismissing it as my imagination, I kept seeing Lord Utu's sigil pop out of nowhere in my mind. I kept ignoring it, until I realize that maybe he might be contacting me, since I did interacted with him before, along with Father Satan and Lord Enlil.
So I decided to look at his sigil myself, and once I finally felt his energies, I felt him smile, and I started to cry out of nowhere. There was no sobbing, it felt like this emotion was coming from Lord Utu himself, and I knew why he was crying. It's because I barely contacted them and went on facing my issue alone.
Even then, I didn't knew what to say, so I apologize and promised to try and contact them once I have the time.
It was a beautiful, yet bizarre experience for me, because well, I never expected to establish a connection with him, let alone to garner such a reaction. Regardless, I just want this question to get answered, mainly out of curiosity.
So, I've been busy sorting my life out due to a certain incident I'd like not to discuss, not contacting any of the Gods or the other SS members by being absent in the forums, except Father Satan himself since I have no room to do RTRs and most especially, Returning Curses, as my home is quite cramped with people. Plus, there's not a place where I can do the latter safely outside, without affecting others.
So I've been doing this for a year now, and I decided to go to JOS Astro to check my chart out to see some information regarding myself, due to personal issues.
Just then, despite ignoring it and dismissing it as my imagination, I kept seeing Lord Utu's sigil pop out of nowhere in my mind. I kept ignoring it, until I realize that maybe he might be contacting me, since I did interacted with him before, along with Father Satan and Lord Enlil.
So I decided to look at his sigil myself, and once I finally felt his energies, I felt him smile, and I started to cry out of nowhere. There was no sobbing, it felt like this emotion was coming from Lord Utu himself, and I knew why he was crying. It's because I barely contacted them and went on facing my issue alone.
Even then, I didn't knew what to say, so I apologize and promised to try and contact them once I have the time.
It was a beautiful, yet bizarre experience for me, because well, I never expected to establish a connection with him, let alone to garner such a reaction. Regardless, I just want this question to get answered, mainly out of curiosity.