AskSatanOperator
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I'm embarrassed to ask this but I was wondering about public image? Is it not safe to be a person who expresses what they love to an extreme degree? In my current situation I think I'm fine, but I do consider this, especially in my career down the road.
It's especially strange for me because I had a close connection to things unknown and horrifying since I was born. It perhaps could have stemmed from trauma. I always felt I wanted to watch horror movies and listen to heavy metal music. Many thought I was possessed.
Later as a child I had an infatuation with all things fantasy, ghost stories, UFO's and so on. It was as if I was simply born different. Later I saw the face of Islam, Israel and religion altogether and joined the right side through Satan.
I love all things black with solid colours of blue, purple, red, green and such. You can say I'm a goth at heart and I have an infatuation with owls, ravens, wolves, cats, etc. As well, all things in my environment largely consists of glass, wood and metal with minimal plastic as much as I'm able. I also have an aversion to owning a cellphone which people think is silly.
People at work give off an unpleasant air sometimes, especially those christards. It's like I'm a scary person lol, but I love what I do and the things that I love. Should I be worried about this at work and such? My hand-eye coordination lately feels like that of a world-class professional (not to brag) and I have good relations and connections with most people, yet a few christards have an obvious unease around my aura of almost unseen inspiration. To such people my life appears selfish and based only in luxury and greed without true care for others; a psychotic state of mind.
I wonder if people think I am a Satanist sometimes because I do give off that idea somehow I feel. I'd really hate them thinking that I'm one of 'those' Satanists.
As far as rights go I have no problem anyway, so I won't worry too much over it. Thanks and sorry for these extremely heavy ideas. Standing in our own power is the best feeling there is and it is something I will continue to do for the rest of my life, even if those sad people disparage me for looking and acting differently than everyone else.
It's especially strange for me because I had a close connection to things unknown and horrifying since I was born. It perhaps could have stemmed from trauma. I always felt I wanted to watch horror movies and listen to heavy metal music. Many thought I was possessed.
Later as a child I had an infatuation with all things fantasy, ghost stories, UFO's and so on. It was as if I was simply born different. Later I saw the face of Islam, Israel and religion altogether and joined the right side through Satan.
I love all things black with solid colours of blue, purple, red, green and such. You can say I'm a goth at heart and I have an infatuation with owls, ravens, wolves, cats, etc. As well, all things in my environment largely consists of glass, wood and metal with minimal plastic as much as I'm able. I also have an aversion to owning a cellphone which people think is silly.
People at work give off an unpleasant air sometimes, especially those christards. It's like I'm a scary person lol, but I love what I do and the things that I love. Should I be worried about this at work and such? My hand-eye coordination lately feels like that of a world-class professional (not to brag) and I have good relations and connections with most people, yet a few christards have an obvious unease around my aura of almost unseen inspiration. To such people my life appears selfish and based only in luxury and greed without true care for others; a psychotic state of mind.
I wonder if people think I am a Satanist sometimes because I do give off that idea somehow I feel. I'd really hate them thinking that I'm one of 'those' Satanists.
As far as rights go I have no problem anyway, so I won't worry too much over it. Thanks and sorry for these extremely heavy ideas. Standing in our own power is the best feeling there is and it is something I will continue to do for the rest of my life, even if those sad people disparage me for looking and acting differently than everyone else.