AskSatanOperator
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My life sucks...
Lack of prospects
Lack of money
Health problems: cervical osteochondrosis, due to which my mind does not work correctly due to oxygen starvation, lazy left eye + possible glaucoma or cataract (this diagnosis will be clarified), over time I may go blind, how do I do F-RTR and meditation if I go blind?
And there are many other problems
I'm not talking about suicide, the state of despair only gives me motivation to fight, but all this time I haven't been meditating or doing F-RTR
Where should I start? I'm going to start with a 40-day meditation program, then F-RTR with the return of curses, but what should I do next after them? Deep cleansing? But I have heard that for deep cleansing, you must first fully open your chakras, which you cannot do in 40 days of a meditation program. How much time do I have? I need to start fixing the situation of my life as soon as possible before I start going blind.
Please tell me where to start and where to move on, I am a very lonely person, and the Gods are definitely not with me, because I did not do F-RTR and did not meditate all this time, although I was initiated by blood. I put everything off until the last moment, and now I'm all alone
Thanks
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Lack of prospects
Lack of money
Health problems: cervical osteochondrosis, due to which my mind does not work correctly due to oxygen starvation, lazy left eye + possible glaucoma or cataract (this diagnosis will be clarified), over time I may go blind, how do I do F-RTR and meditation if I go blind?
And there are many other problems
I'm not talking about suicide, the state of despair only gives me motivation to fight, but all this time I haven't been meditating or doing F-RTR
Where should I start? I'm going to start with a 40-day meditation program, then F-RTR with the return of curses, but what should I do next after them? Deep cleansing? But I have heard that for deep cleansing, you must first fully open your chakras, which you cannot do in 40 days of a meditation program. How much time do I have? I need to start fixing the situation of my life as soon as possible before I start going blind.
Please tell me where to start and where to move on, I am a very lonely person, and the Gods are definitely not with me, because I did not do F-RTR and did not meditate all this time, although I was initiated by blood. I put everything off until the last moment, and now I'm all alone
Thanks
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