Question #3388: Existence

[AskSatanOperator]

How to end existence at all levels of being?

 

[Sungio13]

Even if this is possible, why would you want this?

 

[HPS Lydia]

Nobody is going to have an answer to this because it goes against Spiritual Satanism. We are about life and living to our fullest potential.

 

[Invictvs]

This is a Satanic forum dedicated to our continuous existence, empowerment and immortality in all levels. If you want to learn how to end existence you should ask a Buddhist, a Hindu or a follower of any other anti-life religion.

 

[MiniMe3388]

For what reason do you want to do it?

If you have suicidal thoughts, remember that with regular meditation and the use of runes you can change your life for the better. There have been many SS who have had terrible experiences and are now able to enjoy their days.

"Spiritual Satanism: On Suicide":
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=19218

"Why You Must Never Give Up In Life As A Spiritual Satanist":
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=417329#p417329

If you have a specific problem then feel free to ask

 

[Vindemiatrix]

Suicidal thoughts, maybe, Idk.
I'm so tired. I don't see a future for myself on this planet. I'm not interested in the people around me. I don't have any friends. People in my country are alien to me, I don't understand them and they don't understand me either. They make me angry.
And it's probably impossible for me to move to another country.
Also, I'm not interested in any job. Everything I do becomes a routine that makes me sick.
I'd like to live a bright life filled with positive moments, travel (yea, requires money.. ), see the world, meet sunsets and sunrises somewhere in the mountains or near the ocean. But instead I see only my yard, gray paints, a lattice on the window and stupid people who only annoy me. :evil:
The situation at home is also not very positive. I have to live with a person with disabilities. I do everything I can for him, but there come moments when he starts insulting me for reasons made up by his sick head.
I'm half babysitter, half dog on a leash. My walking time is limited, I can't even go to nature, to another city.. My youth is going nowhere. Different days, same shit.

But there is another point - Lucifer. Since I was a child, I rejected all @@@stian shit, even though I was forcibly dragged to church and forced to pray. There was nothing but hatred in my heart at those moments.
Lucifer has always interested me. He set me on the right path. And I walked, slowly. I called Him God before I found out about the JoS. And I wasn't mistaken.
Also, I feel like I miss Lucifer. It's like I was with Him a long time ago, and now I'm like a lost child who wants to return to Him, wants warmth and safety. These feelings make me cry. Echoes of my past life, as I understand it. But from the kind of life I have now, will I be able to be with Him again? And after that, will I have to go back to Earth? A planet where people go crazy?

I am tired of such pressure, madness. I just want peace, joy, happiness, harmony.
I understand I have to follow my path, make a dedication, etc. I'm not a primitive creature, I just need more strength, mentally and physically.
As for the thoughts of oblivion, maybe they're from enemies? Maybe they want me to give up.
It's like two parts of me and they're fighting with each other.


Thank you all for the answers!

 

[Henu the Great]

Suicidal thoughts, maybe, Idk.
I'm so tired. I don't see a future for myself on this planet. I'm not interested in the people around me. I don't have any friends. People in my country are alien to me, I don't understand them and they don't understand me either. They make me angry.
And it's probably impossible for me to move to another country.
Also, I'm not interested in any job. Everything I do becomes a routine that makes me sick.
I'd like to live a bright life filled with positive moments, travel (yea, requires money.. ), see the world, meet sunsets and sunrises somewhere in the mountains or near the ocean. But instead I see only my yard, gray paints, a lattice on the window and stupid people who only annoy me. :evil:
The situation at home is also not very positive. I have to live with a person with disabilities. I do everything I can for him, but there come moments when he starts insulting me for reasons made up by his sick head.
I'm half babysitter, half dog on a leash. My walking time is limited, I can't even go to nature, to another city.. My youth is going nowhere. Different days, same shit.

But there is another point - Lucifer. Since I was a child, I rejected all @@@stian shit, even though I was forcibly dragged to church and forced to pray. There was nothing but hatred in my heart at those moments.
Lucifer has always interested me. He set me on the right path. And I walked, slowly. I called Him God before I found out about the JoS. And I wasn't mistaken.
Also, I feel like I miss Lucifer. It's like I was with Him a long time ago, and now I'm like a lost child who wants to return to Him, wants warmth and safety. These feelings make me cry. Echoes of my past life, as I understand it. But from the kind of life I have now, will I be able to be with Him again? And after that, will I have to go back to Earth? A planet where people go crazy?

I am tired of such pressure, madness. I just want peace, joy, happiness, harmony.
I understand I have to follow my path, make a dedication, etc. I'm not a primitive creature, I just need more strength, mentally and physically.
As for the thoughts of oblivion, maybe they're from enemies? Maybe they want me to give up.
It's like two parts of me and they're fighting with each other.


Thank you all for the answers!

The struggle is real, I agree. You are right that the enemy wants you, and all of us, to be nothing but dust and they do everything in their might to make that so. So we must fight so that this does not happen. Remember, nothing of value comes cheap or easy. And if you want something, the world does not owe it to you and you must make it happen. This is the reality of the matter. I hope that you join the good fight by not giving up and begin and continue to actively seek out from the situation you are into greener pastures, so to speak.

 

[Sungio13]

There's a place for you here, because like Lucifer himself, you also can be a bringer of Light..

This deep calamity and rage you feel when looking at others and the world only reveals how high and how tall you want the Earth to be. This, you can become as well. Remember, those with the deepest depth are the ones who can reach upwards towards the heavens the most. Don't feel bad about needing more strength, take Joy in knowing where you stand because your eyes are not blind. And with your eyes, you have the ability to see where you need to go and how to get there. You have the ability to see yourself above you and become that higher self.

Lucifer feels for you because he can receive the light that you bear.

Connect with him again and let your gaze follow his guidance. He can help will your environment to something worth the higher version of yourself because there's always something you can do to shape it.

Satan's Absolution Ritual:
https://josrituals.org/ritual/demon/satan-absolution-ritual

 

[Invictvs]

I'd like to live a bright life filled with positive moments, travel (yea, requires money.. ), see the world, meet sunsets and sunrises somewhere in the mountains or near the ocean.

You can create all this using magick. Instead of thinking about what's bad, do magickal workings and focus on the things you want to.

But from the kind of life I have now, will I be able to be with Him again? And after that, will I have to go back to Earth? A planet where people go crazy?

A planet where you were incarnated into to help transform it into something positive, yes.

If you are asking about what will happen after your death, there's no blissful afterlife. The in-between state is just boring as you won't be able to do any of the things you can on earth. You'll be begging to be reincarnated, as many souls do.

I am tired of such pressure, madness. I just want peace, joy, happiness, harmony.

The good news is all this comes from inside, not from the outside. It goes the other way: you practice power meditations, control your mind and balance your soul to find joy and inner peace and then your life situation will change too.

You're not unhappy because of anything that is happening you, you are unhappy because of the thoughts you're thinking about what's happening to you. The sooner you realize that the easier will be for you to be free.