AskSatanOperator said:
It's strange that I realize this (probably thanks to the path of Satanist) Since birth I have been draining other people with conversations and physical interactions, when a person communicates with me lying down he falls asleep after a minute, I feel the energy of different people and therefore I can immediately identify a Jew/mutant and even absorb from them the energy that they themselves are saturated with from other people, sometimes I feel like an astral maniac rapist. is it bad that I take energy from npcs? is it bad to astral rape people and parasite on them?
Do you feel this way because you wish to satisfy an inner lust for power or control, or something like that? What feelings do you get as a result of this process, or perhaps when you think about doing it?
If you feel like a "maniac rapist", then it sounds like you are engaging some sort of Plutonian mechanism here. Therefore, you would want to focus more on making positive changes to people, which will bring them under your control, rather than outright draining them.
Yes, taking energy from others is bad first because you are mixing them with you, and thereby likely dirtying your soul and creating unnecessary connections. This is especially troubling as you mention doing it with Jews, which is terrible for your soul and requires lots of cleaning and RTR's to rectify.
Second, they did not consent to this, so it is akin to stealing from them, therefore it is unethical and could get you in trouble. Imagine would what happen if someone realized you did this to them, or if their family realized you did this, and so on. Would you want to be around someone who had sucked the energy out of your friend or child?
Our interactions between ourselves and others should ideally be positive for both sides, were everyone wins and becomes stronger and happy as a result, not just one person. If you unintentionally drain someone, then give them the energy back and restore them, in order to balance this.
Furthermore, rather than Jews or other nasty people, you should breath in the energy of the Gods, like after doing their ritual.
You might need to do a full working to get to the bottom of solving this. Try to explore it on your own and also ask your GD, too.