AskSatanOperator
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I have a wonderful partner and I love them with all of my heart but they were in a failed marriage where they feel it's downfall was their fault. They are not an Ss but I'm trying to work on them. They go through periods of depression where they blame themselves and get super afraid of failure in a relationship again, they say they love me but then go through periods where they won't even touch me and when I ask what's wrong it's always the same answer, they are afraid.
They are afraid of love, the unknown, the future. What will happen or not happen. They say they don't know if they're doing the right thing. Sometimes I wonder if they really do love me or not, or if they're just afraid to leave and they just got themselves stuck with me and I'm just not good enough for them or I'm just their rebound relationship and Sometimes I blame myself and feel I'm doing something wrong, this constant back and forth has been so hard and so painful. I can't plan out our future or feel stable or at ease. Every time things are going good and we're ok everything is going well, suddenly they slip again into this mood, they don't want to talk about it with me. But they still say they love me they're just scared. Every time, I don't know what to do. I'm afraid because I really love them and this is killing me because I want us to work out more than anything, I have no idea why this is happening, I've tried protection rituals and workings to keep us happy and our environment peaceful. We were doing so wonderful at the start of this, I really felt like I finally found the missing piece my life always needed and they said they felt the same. I'm afraid now too I'm at a loss I even did tarot card readings. My question was if we're going to work out and the answer was a cautious yes. the answer to if they loved me was yes. But I don't know because of the way things have been. I had them do a reading too and they did two different readings one was negative and more about being alone right now, the other was positive in regards to us and showing a bright future and maybe even kids. But they got so caught up on the negative reading they didn't see the good one for what it was.
I guess I just needed to rant here it's been bottled up and bothering me, I don't want to always bother the Gods about this, I just need some opinions some ideas of what I can do, if anyone has been in a similar situation. Thank you!!
They are afraid of love, the unknown, the future. What will happen or not happen. They say they don't know if they're doing the right thing. Sometimes I wonder if they really do love me or not, or if they're just afraid to leave and they just got themselves stuck with me and I'm just not good enough for them or I'm just their rebound relationship and Sometimes I blame myself and feel I'm doing something wrong, this constant back and forth has been so hard and so painful. I can't plan out our future or feel stable or at ease. Every time things are going good and we're ok everything is going well, suddenly they slip again into this mood, they don't want to talk about it with me. But they still say they love me they're just scared. Every time, I don't know what to do. I'm afraid because I really love them and this is killing me because I want us to work out more than anything, I have no idea why this is happening, I've tried protection rituals and workings to keep us happy and our environment peaceful. We were doing so wonderful at the start of this, I really felt like I finally found the missing piece my life always needed and they said they felt the same. I'm afraid now too I'm at a loss I even did tarot card readings. My question was if we're going to work out and the answer was a cautious yes. the answer to if they loved me was yes. But I don't know because of the way things have been. I had them do a reading too and they did two different readings one was negative and more about being alone right now, the other was positive in regards to us and showing a bright future and maybe even kids. But they got so caught up on the negative reading they didn't see the good one for what it was.
I guess I just needed to rant here it's been bottled up and bothering me, I don't want to always bother the Gods about this, I just need some opinions some ideas of what I can do, if anyone has been in a similar situation. Thank you!!
