AskSatanOperator
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During the recent RTR schedule I got cursed pretty hard. I jumped into Satanism back in March and I am still getting to grips with it.
I attributed the fact that I felt so bad to myself rather than the curses at first. When I put a stronger AOP up by raising more energy before the working I felt immediatelty better.
Not realizing I was being cursed was a massive blind spot that prevented me from putting up a stronger AOP sooner.
How can I better notice when I am being cursed though? Can I see them as I advance? Right now all I get are occasional flashes of blue energy that I see with my third eye.
I also saw a grey once that attacked my third chakra one morning. After thinking of Satans sigil it was obliterated almost immediately. I know I saw it becaue my third chakra hurt for weeks after that.
I attributed the fact that I felt so bad to myself rather than the curses at first. When I put a stronger AOP up by raising more energy before the working I felt immediatelty better.
Not realizing I was being cursed was a massive blind spot that prevented me from putting up a stronger AOP sooner.
How can I better notice when I am being cursed though? Can I see them as I advance? Right now all I get are occasional flashes of blue energy that I see with my third eye.
I also saw a grey once that attacked my third chakra one morning. After thinking of Satans sigil it was obliterated almost immediately. I know I saw it becaue my third chakra hurt for weeks after that.