AskSatanOperator
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I was a former christian ,who was programmed by the bible that enjoying food is a sin and that one should hate his body and crucify his body(flesh) by killing all its neccessary needs ..I was programmed that enjoying food is a gluttony thing so the only way to kill all desires of the body is by fasting ..so I was made to fast forcibly ..Now that I have left that stupid cult some years back and became a satanist ,,I still could not eat properly and suffer from eating disorder ..what should I do now?