Question #2588: 12th house is affecting my life I need help

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello everyone, my 12th house stands out in my birth chart with 3 planets in it. In my 12th house, I have Saturn and Mars in Cancer and Venus in Gemini. I suffered from severe Tourette Syndrome and OCD throughout my childhood. I was constantly shaking my neck left and right, up and down, and had many tics on my face. I almost seriously harmed myself. Thanks to some treatments I received at a young age, I have these problems much less now. All my life I have been destroying myself and unintentionally hindering my successes and goals in life. When I looked at my 12th house placements from Jos Astro, I realized that throughout my life I have been constantly drawn to places like hospitals or large institutions, and my 12th house is the source of my constant need to isolate myself. I spent the last 2 years isolating myself at home, depressed and researching religions, that's how I found you brothers and sisters and became ı decitated to Father Satan. I realized that the negative influence of my 12th house has been very damaging to me throughout my life. How can I use my 12th house to my advantage? About 3 months ago I dedicated myself to Father Satan and have been meditating ever since. Is it enough for me to continue meditating so that I can use my 12th house to my advantage and no longer feel its negative effects? Is there any advice you'd like to give me?
What benefits can these placements in my 12th house bring to me?
I'm sorry for my bad english.

 

[Hs666]

Meditation is a great way to sublimate the 12th house(Neptune).

It won't be simple, it won't be easy, but, With spiritual advancement and the help of the Gods, you will be able to "get" the upper octaves of the planets present in your 12th house, benefiting.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Hello

I would also recommend hatha yoga, it sublimates the energy of the 12th house and helps fix everything. You might want to dedicate yourself to it for a few years, like doing long sessions most days of the week, and then once things are fixed you can ease up and just do the amount you need at that time.