AskSatanOperator
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I can't feel father Satan and the gods like I did before and that scares me (I don't know if I'm used to the feeling but I don't think it's something you get used to like that). It's been in my head several times to give up, but I don't want to but it's getting stronger, I've been in Satanism for 2 years and 3 months and I want to spend the rest of my life, what's happening? I've been like this for a few weeks and it's strange and bothers me a lot. I made great friends (with the gods) and I no longer feel them, are they no longer my friends or did they move away from me? ( Even though I know that Father Satan only leaves those who leave him, I still feel apprehensive, I'm used to people in my life leaving me ) I've been there for so long but it feels like I'm returning, as if everyone is moving and moving forward and I'm standing still.