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I was wondering what kind of services JOS provides for members who are in jail. I saw something in the jail that mentioned the right to call an attorney or clergy. Is there a number I can call for any kind of religious support or to talk to someone if I get convicted and go back to jail for a long time? Christians and Muslims have a lot of helpful jail services and its hard to find the same support as a Satanist readily available.
I recently bonded out of jail and Im charged with 3 felonies and a misdameanor. Im facing possible 10+ years on one of the felonies and 60 months on another and I forgot the rest. Me and my gf were arrested, I bonded out but she's still in jail. The police came to my house with a warrant and I was hiding in my personal temple (candles lit) in my sacred space. Its a room dedicated to the gods. My gf is not that intelligent in dealing with law enforcement. She revealed that I was in the house somewhere hiding. They kicked in the door to my temple and 4-5 cops came in with assault rifles and violated my holy temple. I was arrested. When I got out of jail I noticed they put out my candles and Lilith's statue was knocked over along with a fee items on her altar. Nothing else was knocked over on the other altars. I have a vessel for a thoughtform spirit that was moved out of place in a different room; and disrespected. I feel like my home and especially my temple was violated. I was arrested first, then my gf was taken to the cop car 30 min afterwards. They didn't let me put on a hoodie or anything I went out in the freezing cold. I am african american and arab; my gf is white. We are co-defendants in a case. My appointed lawyer said he's surprised that I was charged with 3 felonies and a misdameanor, while my gf was charged with all misdameanors (and I was only driving the car). I will try to explain as much as possible. But Idk if its because I was in my Temple (the satanist) or because of racism (black & arab) or because Im male. But I feel I got the heavier charges when we shouldve got the same charges or I shouldve got lesser charges like she did. Even my family says it doesnt make sense.
Also I want to mention that the day I got arrested, earlier that day I grabbed an old T shirt to wear and that specific shirt was from jail a few years ago. I just happened to go back to jail while wearing that shirt.
Here is part of the story from the beginning: My gf moved in with me a few months ago. We had a dispute so I dumped her temporarily and kicked her out my house. She has 2 children from her ex bf. When she got kicked out the police gave her ex bf custody of her kids. She says a lot of bad stiff about him too. But after that a month later she came back and we started dating again. Shes involved in court custody stuff. We officially started dating again 11/11/22.
The Criminal Charges:My gf had a scheduled visitation 12/24/22 to visit her kids at her parents house for a couple hours. She asked me to give her a ride there and I said Ill do that for her. Then it changed and the cisitation was moved to the ex bf's aunt's house. She decided that they're going home with her. She is the mother and told me she had full custody and that the ex bf picked them up one day and never brought them back (she lied). I was the driver. I waited in the car. When we all got into the car, the ex bf's aunt and a man run out and attack my car. She tells me to lock the doors and pull out. I start backing up and the aunt (somehow thinking that shes Superman or something trying to stop a moving car) runs behind the car and jumps on the trunk of the moving car. I continue backing up then I shift into Drive and get ready to go. I pause and roll down the window "yall ok man?" I say to the man, but he ignores me. My gf yells at me to hurry up and go, so at that point I drove off. She says to go back she left her phone in the house. I advise not to go back but she loudly insists. They refuse to give it back so we leave the area for good. We get home and the police show up. Im half black so I already know hide, be quiet, act like nobody's home. She calls a number and reports that her ex was abusive. Meanwhile I was hiding in a closet. Then I get up to see if coos are gone they're still here. Then she calls the cops who are outside knocking on the door and basically snitches on her self. They had the wrong name for the driver and she corrected them (after I nonverbally gestured for her not to give my name). Then she talks to me while she's on the phone with the police (making it obvious that Im here too). Then I wait until shes not looking and I go into my temple and meditate then hide. Kept getting the urge to squeeze under the table but worried if I didnt fit or made too much noise; so I hid in the temple closet instead. Then they kick in my door to the temple. With assault rifles drawn they say "we know you are in there. This is your last chance, come out with your hands up". I came out and did as they said. My gf is handcuffed standing in the dining room while Im escorted to the cop car. 3 different police departments were here. What looked like 20 or so cops cars were parked all down my street taking up the entire street. Then they put her in the cop car 30 min later. They towed my brand new car I just got and took my keys.
I got charged with Abduction, Abduction Assault (when the lady jumped on my car), and another charge I forgot. 3 are felonies and 1 misdameanor. The lady lied and said I backed into her and stopped and backed into her again (lies) and didnt check on her wellbeing (lies). My gf got charged with "Interferinng with custody" and some misdameanors. We were held without bond until today. My family bonded me out but refused to bond her out too, so she's still in there. All I did was give my GF a ride and she is the MOTHER. I thought she had "full custody". And she said the Father (her ex) was being abusive and a bunch of stuff. But they're giving her the easy charges and throwing the book at me. We are "co-defendants" in the same alleged "crime" and I didnt know I was doing anything wrong. I thought I was helping my gf save her kids from very very bad people who took them away from her (but she only told me her side of the story). And now theres a double standard that has my lawyer freaking out saying it doesnt add up and doesnt make sense why I get the heavier charges and face all this time in prison while she basically gets the bare minimum. My family thinks its racism. I voted for Donald Trump so Im NOT paranoid about racism. But at the same time as a minority, I know that real racism exists. The democrats just focus on bs fake racism that isnt real. I really believe this police department is racist. They came from [REDACTED]and [REDACTED] and [REDACTED] to [REDACTED]. [REDACTED] police wouldn't have even showed up or cared. [REDACTED]police are chill and I have good interactions with them, but the police that came that night were racist as fuck.
I heard the police talking to eachother through the car radio. They were nervous that they were in [REDACTED]. The one cop said to the other cop "be careful, this is a bad neighborhood. The neighbors have been stabbing eachother." I disagree, its not a bad neighborhood. I feel safe in my neighborhood and I witnessed the stabbing a few weeks ago. A real racist person walked across my front yard and came on my neighbors property harrassing him and then when he came outside the racist grabbed 2 metal baseball bats and attacked my neighbor and he peppersprayed him and stabbed him. Thanks to me and my gf (mostly her, I dont like to get involved), we saved the black guy from being arrested.
Kinda got off tooic but Im going through a lot and I just need advice and support I dont wanna go to prison for giving my gf a ride to pickup her biological children (not knowing that she no longer has legal custody). I dont wish anything harder upon her, but it doesnt make sense to charge me with more serious stuff (and exaggerated and worded against me). Like Im not the evil person they're trying to make me look like. I was literally giving a MOTHER a RIDE to see HER kids and she decides she's taking them with her. And Im told a bunch of crazy shit about the people and it looks like crazy people coming to attack my car and jump on my car (in the snow btw ) so they can say I "hit them" with my car. They took my car. I cant go to work. I have to have gps monitoring while the court case is still going on. She does too. We have to pay $500 a month for the gps. And this thing is so uncomfortable it hits against my leg when I walk. I feel like an animal with this thing (in a bad way). Im being discriminated against. And the police asked for a higher bond for me. My bond costed twice as much as hers costs. Shes still in there.
Sorry this is so long. Idk what to ask. Idk what advice or words of support do you have? The Father (the ex) I think might be some kind of Satanist but I don't have much info on him besides what my gf told me. He married a new girl who I hear is a witch and is allegedly putting curses on my gf. Now that I went to court they will have my information to curse me too. Something is not right and many Jos members advised me not to do any rituals by Ea Koetting or Bill Deuvendack etc but I did them anyway. Im a member of Jos but I also have experimented with different authors and tried to use caution and avoid anything that seems jewish or edit out parts from their rituals that I disagree with
Something about those rituals has me wondering, what is the "Seed of Darkness" mentioned in Ea Koettings rituals? Is this some kind of trick? What was put inside me when I did that ritual? Is that why my life is falling apart? A few years back I got into it with some Jews and did 6 months. I promised Azazel that when I get out I will do rituals and work through Ea Koetting's Book of Azazel. I didnt finish and based on what other members of Jos said, I stopped working from that book because I cant trust it. But maybe I should finish what I started? I dont know Im put in a position where Im confused now and I dont understand the damage those rituals allegedly did. I need guidence. I smoke weed, maybe thats been blocking gnosis? The gods have stopped connecting with me. They stopped giving me dreams and visions and sometimes I feel that maybe I disappointed them in some way. I strongly believe in the gods and what they stand for and the truth and everything. I hope I didnt do anything in my life to displease the gods. I've been slacking a little bit but I used to be way more powerful. My life has just been too chaotic and distracting and takes up my time and energy; then I miss rituals I planned and miss meditations sometimes. If possible please ask the gods for me what is going on and what I can so to fix everything. What can I do? Please ask them directly for me and let them know that Ive been reaching out to them (non ritualistically) and praying to them and begging for their help. Please just anything I humbly ask the gods to please visit me in a dream and make me remember the visit when I wake up. Please communicate with me and reveal to me the root of my problems and the solution. How can I live a better life? Please I need the guidence of the gods! I will try to do something tonight but Im also distracted and stressing over my problems right now so I hope nothing stops me from doing a ritual tonight. Ijust wanna know if the gods are still with me and I wanna hear it from them. I want the connection to return. Make me into a better version of myself. Help me overcome all the obstacles that the enemy throws at me. I wanted to start a business then grow it into multiple businesses and become a millionaire and put my money towards making the world a better place and fighting the enemy. When I have Trump money, I can actually make things happen on a Trump level. Hail Lilith! Hail Leraje! Hail Gamesh! Hail Belial! Hail Amaymon! Hail Lucifer! Hail Beelzebub! Hail Asteroth! Hail Azazel! Hail Satan! Hail the gods forever! Thank you for your time. Thank the gods for their time. Thank all for any and all help and or advice and or support. Im stressed out. Sorry this is so long Im a Gemini Sun and my mind is flooding with questions and mystery and confusion and I feel alone sometimes and spiritually weak.
I recently bonded out of jail and Im charged with 3 felonies and a misdameanor. Im facing possible 10+ years on one of the felonies and 60 months on another and I forgot the rest. Me and my gf were arrested, I bonded out but she's still in jail. The police came to my house with a warrant and I was hiding in my personal temple (candles lit) in my sacred space. Its a room dedicated to the gods. My gf is not that intelligent in dealing with law enforcement. She revealed that I was in the house somewhere hiding. They kicked in the door to my temple and 4-5 cops came in with assault rifles and violated my holy temple. I was arrested. When I got out of jail I noticed they put out my candles and Lilith's statue was knocked over along with a fee items on her altar. Nothing else was knocked over on the other altars. I have a vessel for a thoughtform spirit that was moved out of place in a different room; and disrespected. I feel like my home and especially my temple was violated. I was arrested first, then my gf was taken to the cop car 30 min afterwards. They didn't let me put on a hoodie or anything I went out in the freezing cold. I am african american and arab; my gf is white. We are co-defendants in a case. My appointed lawyer said he's surprised that I was charged with 3 felonies and a misdameanor, while my gf was charged with all misdameanors (and I was only driving the car). I will try to explain as much as possible. But Idk if its because I was in my Temple (the satanist) or because of racism (black & arab) or because Im male. But I feel I got the heavier charges when we shouldve got the same charges or I shouldve got lesser charges like she did. Even my family says it doesnt make sense.
Also I want to mention that the day I got arrested, earlier that day I grabbed an old T shirt to wear and that specific shirt was from jail a few years ago. I just happened to go back to jail while wearing that shirt.
Here is part of the story from the beginning: My gf moved in with me a few months ago. We had a dispute so I dumped her temporarily and kicked her out my house. She has 2 children from her ex bf. When she got kicked out the police gave her ex bf custody of her kids. She says a lot of bad stiff about him too. But after that a month later she came back and we started dating again. Shes involved in court custody stuff. We officially started dating again 11/11/22.
The Criminal Charges:My gf had a scheduled visitation 12/24/22 to visit her kids at her parents house for a couple hours. She asked me to give her a ride there and I said Ill do that for her. Then it changed and the cisitation was moved to the ex bf's aunt's house. She decided that they're going home with her. She is the mother and told me she had full custody and that the ex bf picked them up one day and never brought them back (she lied). I was the driver. I waited in the car. When we all got into the car, the ex bf's aunt and a man run out and attack my car. She tells me to lock the doors and pull out. I start backing up and the aunt (somehow thinking that shes Superman or something trying to stop a moving car) runs behind the car and jumps on the trunk of the moving car. I continue backing up then I shift into Drive and get ready to go. I pause and roll down the window "yall ok man?" I say to the man, but he ignores me. My gf yells at me to hurry up and go, so at that point I drove off. She says to go back she left her phone in the house. I advise not to go back but she loudly insists. They refuse to give it back so we leave the area for good. We get home and the police show up. Im half black so I already know hide, be quiet, act like nobody's home. She calls a number and reports that her ex was abusive. Meanwhile I was hiding in a closet. Then I get up to see if coos are gone they're still here. Then she calls the cops who are outside knocking on the door and basically snitches on her self. They had the wrong name for the driver and she corrected them (after I nonverbally gestured for her not to give my name). Then she talks to me while she's on the phone with the police (making it obvious that Im here too). Then I wait until shes not looking and I go into my temple and meditate then hide. Kept getting the urge to squeeze under the table but worried if I didnt fit or made too much noise; so I hid in the temple closet instead. Then they kick in my door to the temple. With assault rifles drawn they say "we know you are in there. This is your last chance, come out with your hands up". I came out and did as they said. My gf is handcuffed standing in the dining room while Im escorted to the cop car. 3 different police departments were here. What looked like 20 or so cops cars were parked all down my street taking up the entire street. Then they put her in the cop car 30 min later. They towed my brand new car I just got and took my keys.
I got charged with Abduction, Abduction Assault (when the lady jumped on my car), and another charge I forgot. 3 are felonies and 1 misdameanor. The lady lied and said I backed into her and stopped and backed into her again (lies) and didnt check on her wellbeing (lies). My gf got charged with "Interferinng with custody" and some misdameanors. We were held without bond until today. My family bonded me out but refused to bond her out too, so she's still in there. All I did was give my GF a ride and she is the MOTHER. I thought she had "full custody". And she said the Father (her ex) was being abusive and a bunch of stuff. But they're giving her the easy charges and throwing the book at me. We are "co-defendants" in the same alleged "crime" and I didnt know I was doing anything wrong. I thought I was helping my gf save her kids from very very bad people who took them away from her (but she only told me her side of the story). And now theres a double standard that has my lawyer freaking out saying it doesnt add up and doesnt make sense why I get the heavier charges and face all this time in prison while she basically gets the bare minimum. My family thinks its racism. I voted for Donald Trump so Im NOT paranoid about racism. But at the same time as a minority, I know that real racism exists. The democrats just focus on bs fake racism that isnt real. I really believe this police department is racist. They came from [REDACTED]and [REDACTED] and [REDACTED] to [REDACTED]. [REDACTED] police wouldn't have even showed up or cared. [REDACTED]police are chill and I have good interactions with them, but the police that came that night were racist as fuck.
I heard the police talking to eachother through the car radio. They were nervous that they were in [REDACTED]. The one cop said to the other cop "be careful, this is a bad neighborhood. The neighbors have been stabbing eachother." I disagree, its not a bad neighborhood. I feel safe in my neighborhood and I witnessed the stabbing a few weeks ago. A real racist person walked across my front yard and came on my neighbors property harrassing him and then when he came outside the racist grabbed 2 metal baseball bats and attacked my neighbor and he peppersprayed him and stabbed him. Thanks to me and my gf (mostly her, I dont like to get involved), we saved the black guy from being arrested.
Kinda got off tooic but Im going through a lot and I just need advice and support I dont wanna go to prison for giving my gf a ride to pickup her biological children (not knowing that she no longer has legal custody). I dont wish anything harder upon her, but it doesnt make sense to charge me with more serious stuff (and exaggerated and worded against me). Like Im not the evil person they're trying to make me look like. I was literally giving a MOTHER a RIDE to see HER kids and she decides she's taking them with her. And Im told a bunch of crazy shit about the people and it looks like crazy people coming to attack my car and jump on my car (in the snow btw ) so they can say I "hit them" with my car. They took my car. I cant go to work. I have to have gps monitoring while the court case is still going on. She does too. We have to pay $500 a month for the gps. And this thing is so uncomfortable it hits against my leg when I walk. I feel like an animal with this thing (in a bad way). Im being discriminated against. And the police asked for a higher bond for me. My bond costed twice as much as hers costs. Shes still in there.
Sorry this is so long. Idk what to ask. Idk what advice or words of support do you have? The Father (the ex) I think might be some kind of Satanist but I don't have much info on him besides what my gf told me. He married a new girl who I hear is a witch and is allegedly putting curses on my gf. Now that I went to court they will have my information to curse me too. Something is not right and many Jos members advised me not to do any rituals by Ea Koetting or Bill Deuvendack etc but I did them anyway. Im a member of Jos but I also have experimented with different authors and tried to use caution and avoid anything that seems jewish or edit out parts from their rituals that I disagree with
Something about those rituals has me wondering, what is the "Seed of Darkness" mentioned in Ea Koettings rituals? Is this some kind of trick? What was put inside me when I did that ritual? Is that why my life is falling apart? A few years back I got into it with some Jews and did 6 months. I promised Azazel that when I get out I will do rituals and work through Ea Koetting's Book of Azazel. I didnt finish and based on what other members of Jos said, I stopped working from that book because I cant trust it. But maybe I should finish what I started? I dont know Im put in a position where Im confused now and I dont understand the damage those rituals allegedly did. I need guidence. I smoke weed, maybe thats been blocking gnosis? The gods have stopped connecting with me. They stopped giving me dreams and visions and sometimes I feel that maybe I disappointed them in some way. I strongly believe in the gods and what they stand for and the truth and everything. I hope I didnt do anything in my life to displease the gods. I've been slacking a little bit but I used to be way more powerful. My life has just been too chaotic and distracting and takes up my time and energy; then I miss rituals I planned and miss meditations sometimes. If possible please ask the gods for me what is going on and what I can so to fix everything. What can I do? Please ask them directly for me and let them know that Ive been reaching out to them (non ritualistically) and praying to them and begging for their help. Please just anything I humbly ask the gods to please visit me in a dream and make me remember the visit when I wake up. Please communicate with me and reveal to me the root of my problems and the solution. How can I live a better life? Please I need the guidence of the gods! I will try to do something tonight but Im also distracted and stressing over my problems right now so I hope nothing stops me from doing a ritual tonight. Ijust wanna know if the gods are still with me and I wanna hear it from them. I want the connection to return. Make me into a better version of myself. Help me overcome all the obstacles that the enemy throws at me. I wanted to start a business then grow it into multiple businesses and become a millionaire and put my money towards making the world a better place and fighting the enemy. When I have Trump money, I can actually make things happen on a Trump level. Hail Lilith! Hail Leraje! Hail Gamesh! Hail Belial! Hail Amaymon! Hail Lucifer! Hail Beelzebub! Hail Asteroth! Hail Azazel! Hail Satan! Hail the gods forever! Thank you for your time. Thank the gods for their time. Thank all for any and all help and or advice and or support. Im stressed out. Sorry this is so long Im a Gemini Sun and my mind is flooding with questions and mystery and confusion and I feel alone sometimes and spiritually weak.
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