AskSatanOperator
Well-known member
First of all before we begin... Thank you for your time, I know how busy you must be and I appreciate your attention.
I am a young Satanist in terms of age, so when I came here was in my adolescence and immaturity stage, I did not believe in you so I invoked one of our gods and my life changed, because of that immaturity I did what any young person at that age is attracted to, like popularity spells....
The point is that through pain I learned that those things are not important because at the end of the day I was still the same immature person who still did not solve the important things in life, I learned this the hard way through the experience of bad relationships and I have to say that my spells of that type always worked, which gave me momentary satisfaction.
Time went by and when I saw the real problems such as lack of money, not knowing what to do with the direction of life, etc., I became overwhelmed; I was overwhelmed, I asked for help to the gods but I did not feel them again as I felt them (their bioelectricity literally something very beautiful), I interpreted that as a way that maybe I no longer needed their help and that is why they did not answer me but when I did money magic for the first time I was surprised that they did not work as I expected and I questioned why my other spells did work, I could attract the woman I wanted but I could not attract the money to support me.
And well, I just continued studying finding the deficiencies of my soul and there I understood why in some areas I am excellent and in others not, I could also know the nature of my talent to choose a university career and I am currently studying it.
Some time ago I abandoned a lot here with you because I had a horrible attack in which I felt alone as an energetic battery for you, today I know that it was only frustration which has been disappearing as I have cleaned my soul, but the fact that I failed you in terms of unfinished projects hurts me too much, I hope someday you can forgive me for abandoning you, today with certainty I know that I am in a good direction and I will resume the rtr and I will strive to finish what I left unfinished with you, I hope it is not too late :')
I explain the above so that you know the context of my next questions:
Do you believe that every Satanist can get out of poverty with the proper work (I ask that because no one here has answered me that already has financial freedom, I am still working in that direction with patience but I want to be sure that it is possible with your own words)?
Will the gods forgive me for abandoning them for so long?
What is the best way to get back to them?
Do the gods communicate through the shabad (the electric bee-like buzzing sound we all hear from our bioelectricity)?
Apart from the knowledge you bring is it worth studying more sources, I have always stuck with your knowledge for fear of falling into ignorance due to the Jewish sources but yet I see that you keep bringing knowledge and so I guess the pagan religions still have real knowledge that has not been eliminated.
I hope you hear from me soon and now not as an anonymous, but as someone who was able to get ahead, I wish to donate my first salary when I graduate from my career as a thank you.
I am a young Satanist in terms of age, so when I came here was in my adolescence and immaturity stage, I did not believe in you so I invoked one of our gods and my life changed, because of that immaturity I did what any young person at that age is attracted to, like popularity spells....
The point is that through pain I learned that those things are not important because at the end of the day I was still the same immature person who still did not solve the important things in life, I learned this the hard way through the experience of bad relationships and I have to say that my spells of that type always worked, which gave me momentary satisfaction.
Time went by and when I saw the real problems such as lack of money, not knowing what to do with the direction of life, etc., I became overwhelmed; I was overwhelmed, I asked for help to the gods but I did not feel them again as I felt them (their bioelectricity literally something very beautiful), I interpreted that as a way that maybe I no longer needed their help and that is why they did not answer me but when I did money magic for the first time I was surprised that they did not work as I expected and I questioned why my other spells did work, I could attract the woman I wanted but I could not attract the money to support me.
And well, I just continued studying finding the deficiencies of my soul and there I understood why in some areas I am excellent and in others not, I could also know the nature of my talent to choose a university career and I am currently studying it.
Some time ago I abandoned a lot here with you because I had a horrible attack in which I felt alone as an energetic battery for you, today I know that it was only frustration which has been disappearing as I have cleaned my soul, but the fact that I failed you in terms of unfinished projects hurts me too much, I hope someday you can forgive me for abandoning you, today with certainty I know that I am in a good direction and I will resume the rtr and I will strive to finish what I left unfinished with you, I hope it is not too late :')
I explain the above so that you know the context of my next questions:
Do you believe that every Satanist can get out of poverty with the proper work (I ask that because no one here has answered me that already has financial freedom, I am still working in that direction with patience but I want to be sure that it is possible with your own words)?
Will the gods forgive me for abandoning them for so long?
What is the best way to get back to them?
Do the gods communicate through the shabad (the electric bee-like buzzing sound we all hear from our bioelectricity)?
Apart from the knowledge you bring is it worth studying more sources, I have always stuck with your knowledge for fear of falling into ignorance due to the Jewish sources but yet I see that you keep bringing knowledge and so I guess the pagan religions still have real knowledge that has not been eliminated.
I hope you hear from me soon and now not as an anonymous, but as someone who was able to get ahead, I wish to donate my first salary when I graduate from my career as a thank you.