Question #2310: PLEASE HELP ME -PLEASE

[AskSatanOperator]

I am not a believer in satanism ...I am completely new to it ..But out of all the religions only satanism makes perfect sense ..Actually I come from fundamental baptist denomination ..Some church people have actually really emotionally wounded me ..and I seek justice because that is what I deserve ..From a very young age ,,I have always sought Justice ..But being a christian I am always told forgive,forgive,forgive ..I tried a LOT LOT to forgive ..But this is only causing repressed emotions in me ,like If I am good for 10 days ,the 11 th day once again the emotional wound and hurt overflood me .This people have hurt me a VERY lot ..This thing of forgiving is very hard for me ..I read many online stuffs ,Yet this is hard for me .

.On the other hand the religion in which I am also does not interest me much as christianity is totally contradicting my actual nature ..ONLY satanism actually is rational compared to all mainstream religions yet I dont think even 10% of the world population knows this spirituality ..my painful memories are not at all going away from me no matter how many times I try forgiving ..No matter what I DO ,the memories come back ..I cried and cried yet I am NOT NOT able to forget those painful memories ..what should I actually do?

 

[MiniMe3388]

Hello

You should first study our pages:
https://joyofsatan.org/
https://www.satanslibrary.org/ExposingChristianity/EXPOSING_CHRISTIANITY_MAIN.html

After getting familiar, you can join the satanic family and dedicate yourself:
https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

 

[AFODO]

Well you should explore Satanism more and start advancing yourself when you think you are ready and comfortable with it.
We can only expect more and more people to be more "spiritual" and maybe find the JoS witch is the best option. It's because it's or it is going to be "the age of Aquarius" and it is connected with technology (that's why this radical technological development since around 2000) and also spirituality. The enemy is obviously trying to keep up with this and created the "new age" ""spiritual"" bullshit, but a lot of people find Satanism also.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Hello

You've come to the right place. Satanism is about advancing, releasing problems that hold us back, and becoming free.

I would advice you to hold a ritual to Satan, and spill all your thoughts and anger and emotions, and ask him for guidance. After, clean your aura and chakras, and keep cleaning them daily. Just keep venting, keep releasing. You can also do the F-RTR and vent all your anger through it, this will help.

Keep reading the JoS, and the older sermons by HPS Maxine, and go through the sermons by HP HoodedCobra. This will help to deprogram you, and align your mind correctly.

You will heal, you will become healthy and sane and happy