AskSatanOperator
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Unfortunately I have seen women as objects, more than actual humans, it's very hard to explain how and why. Subconsciously, I see women as a way to satisfy my sexual needs. Since I was young, girls didn't hang around me and my group and this extended until now. I don't know where it cames from, maybe sexual frustration or other things. I remember that there were a segregation in school between girls and boys and the teachers seen us, boys, more as scum, expecialy women teachers, and my sister always seen me as a disgusting human.
I never hurt anyone intentionally or had malicious intents towards someone if we exclude teenage angst, more a feeling of superiority to women. I also had 0 sexual education or someone talking to me about this, and had a weird view on sex, not caring about the other person, just looking for a way to have sex as fast as I could. And the societal standards worked against me so to speak.
How can I heal this? Never felt confortable with me and I think this is a part of it, I realized it recently and want to heal it.
I am sorry to all women reading this
I never hurt anyone intentionally or had malicious intents towards someone if we exclude teenage angst, more a feeling of superiority to women. I also had 0 sexual education or someone talking to me about this, and had a weird view on sex, not caring about the other person, just looking for a way to have sex as fast as I could. And the societal standards worked against me so to speak.
How can I heal this? Never felt confortable with me and I think this is a part of it, I realized it recently and want to heal it.
I am sorry to all women reading this