AskSatanOperator said:
I'm facing an enemy right now it doesn't look like I can beat I'm so sick of the worry and the anger I feel betrayed by satan with this one I wish this was just a horrible nightmare I could wake up from why has satan dine this too me after the love I had for him and why us this still tormenting me after all the magical workings
Satan will not torment you. I notice that when people face difficulties on this Path, it is popular to blame Satan, why He doesn't protect you, etc. Well, the Path is preparing you to overcome these on your own and to overcome your limitations.
The enemy's purposeful attack is to try to make you believe that Satan is not protecting you, etc. They are using manipulation, it is not worth wasting time on.
Develop yourself so that you have strength, understanding and Knowledge. Of course you can ask Satan to help and protect you, but after a while you should be able to protect yourself.
Think of it like the parent-child relationship - while the child is young and uneducated, they are protected and watched intensely, as they grow up and out, they must be allowed to do their thing. That said, parents are always there to help, but you have to solve the problems yourself.
Satan and the Gods will give you the Knowledge and understanding to overcome obstacles with ease. It would be worthwhile to build a Protective Aura around yourself and working on your soul.
Strengthen your faith and Knowledge to vibrate a solid foundation.