AskSatanOperator
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I have been using Yaum for literal months now as the site says to use it and I have had zero success with my 6th chakra. I've hit a wall and my daily routine is wearing me down. I have several workings going and I feel so stressed out and I'm afraid that if I quit doing any of them my life will just continue to go downhill. My life is in impoverished chaos and I can barely continue with this anymore. I have been doing freeing the soul workings with zero changes to my life and I am starting to question if Joy of Satan is even real and if the meditations are real or if they're just nonsense. I remember listening to the old YouTube videos of Maxines sermons and to be honest some of them just seem to good to be true and Im really starting to wonder if this is all just a waste of time and is utter nonsense. How do I find my success on this path? In a few months i'll probably be homeless and have nowhere to go. I have tried and tried to ask for help from the gods but now I doubt it if they're even real to begin with and this is all just a money grab scheme by the creators of this site.