Question #1950: a lot of mess

[AskSatanOperator]

These days it was my birthday and my father makes sure that every birthday I do he does something to make me feel bad and since that day I've been feeling very bad, with horrible anxiety, depressed and I'm not feeling well at all, not to mention that because of Saturn some things are going wrong. What can I do to feel better? things involving the sun are not having as much effect and I don't know if ovulation has a part in it.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

These days it was my birthday and my father makes sure that every birthday I do he does something to make me feel bad and since that day I've been feeling very bad, with horrible anxiety, depressed and I'm not feeling well at all, not to mention that because of Saturn some things are going wrong. What can I do to feel better? things involving the sun are not having as much effect and I don't know if ovulation has a part in it.

You are undergoing multiple points of stress, so feeling bad is not unexpected. As both your family and ovulation can pertain to the moon, this is one aspect of pain. Depression and father issues go hand in hand with solar problems.

In the mean time, the most direct solution is to use either the Wunjo or Sananda mantras, programmed to restore your mood. Your period problems are more likely physical, and so make sure you are continuing to exercise and do yoga.
As your blood and kidney energies are probably weakened, this can make you feel under the weather. Google acupoints for your specific symptoms. As an example, this one would probably help, although you would want to test it yourself: https://www.acupuncture-points.org/conception-vessel-4.html

As both our health, self-worth/confidence, and relationship with the father pertain to the Sun, you should definitely plan to do the upcoming Sun in Leo Square, or other solar working.

 

[luis]

Protection and cleaning are a must here, especially with Saturn retrograde. Try to stay as calm as possible and whenever you can bind him.

 

[MiniMe3388]

Try not to worry about him and focus on the people you care about. You can also focus on your hobbies and self-development. Do something that gives you pleasure. I understand that this can be hard for you, but unfortunately, even people who are close to you can hurt you. If your father often does harm to you then you can bind him.

P.S. Happy birthday!