Question #1796: Race mixed before finding Satan

[AskSatanOperator]

When I was without, I married outside of my race. I am white and feel like garbage everyday that my wife and I don't spiritually connect. We have been married five years.
I tried fixing the situation and I am open about my Spiritual Satanism.
She was a Xian before and I have at least opened her eyes to the putrid jewish thoughtform that is Jesus.
We have a child together and I love him very much and I do not want to break his family apart.
I told my wife how I feel about mixing our races.
I married her blindly based on lust and swimming in my drunkeness and addictions.
I used to care about nothing other than material pleasure and killing my mind with drink.
I never meant to betray my race and would gladly fix this problem if it meant not splitting up a family. Still I will do what is necessary, I regret this mistake.
My wife is very simple minded and disorderly. She has no bad intentions, but this situation brings me down regularly.
How bad have I failed my race and the gods?
I was living in clown world and blinded by Jew media and addictions to the plight of our race.
I know there is a way to fix this.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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People make many mistakes and failures besides race mixing, so please do not pretend this is the worst "sin" possible, or that you are doomed or something.

The damage of race mixing comes from blending the karma of the races together in ways that prove destructive. In some sense, I believe the damage is done, but now you can focus on growing from this.

For example, I agree that you should probably not split up the family, but you should consider how far you want this relationship with your wife to continue, such as after your son leaves the house.

Furthermore, you should consider your unique position as one who can experience this emotionally heart-wrenching scenario firsthand and provide Satanic levels of support to others in a similar position, especially in the future.
You can be there to speak on behalf of many others and share your feelings and wisdom about how to make the best out of bad situation.

Practically, you should just continue on your advancement, also trying to help both your wife and son do the same where possible. At a point in the future, and when racemixing is again debated in public, you will be there to give people a proper perspective on how to deal with it.

The Gods have broader plans on how to fix this and so we shouldn't consider ourselves as broken, screwed, or whatever. People can also degenerate without racemixing, but all will be fixed in time. Try not to fall prey to feeling like the situation has no solution. In reality, the solution would involve many future generations of eugenics and proper spiritual and social development.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Sometimes, divorce is the best option. I've heard from people who divorced that it was the best thing for them.

Ideally everyone would make their marriage work and never divorce, but ideally people would marry the correct partner in the first place, which you did not. Who knows, you could have a soulmate, or your wife could have one, and the 2 of you staying together could be preventing both of you from real happiness.

From reading your post, it sounds like you will only continue to regret your marriage, which will build up more and more as time goes on.

 

[AFODO]

If your kid old enaugh, you could divorce.

If this situation wouldn't bother you, I would say to stay together and be happy, but since it bothers you the best option is to divorce. If you aren't that old, you can have a kid from a woman in your race, so that you haven't damaged your race.

Love your kids no matter what. He/she is you, is a part of you, teach them to good stuff, and protect him/her from the enemy.