AskSatanOperator
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Post: I'll keep it short and blunt. When I was really young, under 10, I got into pornography because I had unfiltered access to the internet, that leached into hentai like sites that had lolicon mixed in with other shit, then into lolicon because, porn my own age, and that has had an effect on me for a very long time, and I want to completely rid myself of this from my mind and soul, I've been warned in the past by my GD to do something but what I did was not enough, I've asked for help and I think this is one of the ways the Gods have answered, this has been the main way I think the enemy attacks me/enemy et's have gotten to me. the self hatred has stifled my growth.What I've done myself is stopped, masturbating to porn all together, and have done affirmations in the past with rune work, but I think it's still there, and It's the #1 way the enemy gets to me, because I'll have imagery, or sometimes urges to masturbate to this poison when my energy is low, all in all this makes me want to kill myself. this is several years of psychological damage done to me by the kike system, I'm fucking so pissed even writing this out at how they infest our fucking world, and what they've done to me. Hitler kicked the jews out of the country for this type of shit, and the damage that it can do to young girls is obvious but the damage it can do to young men twisting their brains into this filth, making weaker men monsters, is by definition some of the most evil tactics and warfare ever, we can see this in the west. I've seen that shit it's the most disgusting thing ever, and it's a nightmare that my soul has been twisted towards this shit, I must absolutely destroy this infestation within my mind and soul.a word to all those who are gonna assume i'm jewish or something, I'm 100% Gentile. I've experienced the divine, with many blessings and the love of Satan and the Demons and have done over 1000 RTR's, and do RTR's everyday. I've never hurt anyone but myself, I want to heal. Please no negativity. Thank you for your answers.