AskSatanOperator
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If you read my topic I thank you for your attention.
A part of me wants to focus on Spiritual Satanism but the other part is destroyed by my parents who have no respect for our family and me.They do anything they want without giving a shit about what happens to me.
They are so selfish and they have fucked me up so much that I have to take anti depression and anti anxiety pills at such a young age.
It makes me feel worthless and I feel like Gods would never want someone like me by their side.I feel like Im too fucked up to be fixed or accepted by them.Like they would never love me or want me.I feel like I have been sucked dry by my life and there is nothing left in me.
Everytime I want to do my meditations or think about Gods this comes to my mind
A part of me wants to focus on Spiritual Satanism but the other part is destroyed by my parents who have no respect for our family and me.They do anything they want without giving a shit about what happens to me.
They are so selfish and they have fucked me up so much that I have to take anti depression and anti anxiety pills at such a young age.
It makes me feel worthless and I feel like Gods would never want someone like me by their side.I feel like Im too fucked up to be fixed or accepted by them.Like they would never love me or want me.I feel like I have been sucked dry by my life and there is nothing left in me.
Everytime I want to do my meditations or think about Gods this comes to my mind