Question #1308: and I have 2 personalities and we are in conflict

[AskSatanOperator]

since birth, I have opposite desires and interests, I argue with myself what is best for me, but I'm not good at being decisive. Lately I've been beating gambling addiction and porn, but at the same time I don't do enough meditations and classes to respect myself. sometimes I want to fuck a living being that I see on the street and it makes me uncomfortable, but I cope. I also talked to myself and was able to convince myself that I need to do my back and then it will be easier for me to breathe and then I can get the result I want, but the second part of me does not want to do and is sad.and I am very concerned about the fact that I started talking to myself I don't feel at ease from this I get goosebumps when there is an appeal to myself.

 

[MiniMe3388]

You need to do void meditation and hatha yoga daily and cleanse your aura.

As for talking to yourself, it's all fine as long as it's not an auditory hallucination (in short, you'd have to feel like you're talking to someone else in your head).
If you fully control it then everything is ok.

 

[AFODO]

Do balancing workings such as alternate Nostril [Sun/Moon] Breathing, RAUM meditation, asanas...
clean your soul and as you advance this may erase.
If you are on a level of advancement and this problem still not erased, ask a demon to guide you to the solution.
Until this problem have not erased, you need to fight and only seek the advancement.
Here is the deep cleaning: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=57615