AskSatanOperator
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I have attempted time and time again to start a monogamous relationship but it never goes anywhere and it ends soon after being started. The longest relationship I've been in was year and on top of this I've never had sex. It just never felt right no matter who I was with or how long is was with them.
I want to use this upcoming esbat for finding the person who is right for me. What runes should I use for this? I know 100% that I want a monogamous relationship but it's troubling when these never work out. Could I possibly already be in one?
This is all very confusing and I can't help but feel that something is missing. Especially recently, I've found myself longing for a lover, I'm tired of being alone and a one night stand or casual sex is out of the question.
I want to use this upcoming esbat for finding the person who is right for me. What runes should I use for this? I know 100% that I want a monogamous relationship but it's troubling when these never work out. Could I possibly already be in one?
This is all very confusing and I can't help but feel that something is missing. Especially recently, I've found myself longing for a lover, I'm tired of being alone and a one night stand or casual sex is out of the question.