Powerless?

[deeznuts5440]

Hi I dedicated to Satan a few years ago I have had electro shock treat meant 6 times and been put on drugs a couple years ago I can hardly get out of bed for fear my brain is ruined. I was taking adderall to for a a while and I was getting better I was meditating on it to, then I started smoking pot again and got psychotic
Should I get medical attention am I truly doomed?
I'm wondering why my life has been so terrible and I really want to end it I really need some advice .

 

[black_knight_4]

Standard Ritual to Satan  You are never doomed

 

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You should talk to Father Satan in a standard Satanic  ritual. Start meditating. Do not ever quit it. Be persistent, be determined. Quit smoking and taking drugs. Follow High Priest Hoodedcobra666 40 day self empowerment program it will get you started. 
And about medical treatment and other concerns about health, some experience members can answer this. Do not do anything stupid.

HAIL SATAN !

On Sun, 28 Aug, 2016 at 23:35, deeznuts5440@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Hi I dedicated to Satan a few years ago I have had electro shock treat meant 6 times and been put on drugs a couple years ago I can hardly get out of bed for fear my brain is ruined. I was taking adderall to for a a while and I was getting better I was meditating on it to, then I started smoking pot again and got psychotic
Should I get medical attention am I truly doomed?
I'm wondering why my life has been so terrible and I really want to end it I really need some advice .

 

[3s3flt6f6tpj7dqooqavd7kts6nhh72ij3zobfux]

seeing like you have alot of free time?learn to read your natal chart

 

[deeznuts5440]

I think it's too late for me I did stop doing drugs . But I don't want to go on, really If you're truly burnt out I guess death is the last option. 

 

[satansdemons]

A way to get off addictive drugs is to replace it with something else - here it is:
1. Read all you can to gain knowledge of Spiritual Satanism on http://www.joyofsatan.org website. Learning is really a never ending process.
2. Do the 40 day meditation program by High Priest Hooded Cobra, which is found on the website.Importantly, for you, learn and do the "foundation meditation" and direct the energy to the areas that need healing - it is very effective!
Don't give up - trust Father Satan - the rewards are well worth it!

 

[Fatherschild1]

OK,bye.

 

[byy6k5juz5ihwsmqh5gq5cnw2sjhbzpv6zho56zb]

Along with the excellent advise already given try taking RED STAR NUTRITIONAL YEAST the Vitamin B3(niacin) will get through your brain blood barrier and clear your brain of toxins!    Be careful start with small amounts daily or you will flush excessively. Start with 1/2 tablespoon daily then work up to 4 tablespoons daily.Mix with juice Take it first thing in the morning. Do not skip days or you will have to start over. Nutritional yeast is 1/2 protein and is an excellent source of al B vitamins chromium selenium many minerals and RNA a superfood!. RNA helps to rebuild DNA. (reference Dr. Frank) You will feel the difference right away and your IQ will increase dramatically. I buy it bulk by the pound for $9 +change but can be purchased online from Redmill.                                                   

 

[drazil_nalc]

Along with the excellent advise already given try taking RED STAR NUTRITIONAL YEAST the Vitamin B3(niacin) will get through your brain blood barrier and clear your brain of toxins!    Be careful start with small amounts daily or you will flush excessively. Start with 1/2 tablespoon daily then work up to 4 tablespoons daily.Mix with juice Take it first thing in the morning. Do not skip days or you will have to start over. Nutritional yeast is 1/2 protein and is an excellent source of al B vitamins chromium selenium many minerals and RNA a superfood!. RNA helps to rebuild DNA. (reference Dr. Frank) You will feel the difference right away and your IQ will increase dramatically. I buy it bulk by the pound for $9 +change but can be purchased online from Redmill.                                                   

 

[drazil_nalc]

Along with the excellent advise already given try taking RED STAR NUTRITIONAL YEAST the Vitamin B3(niacin) will get through your brain blood barrier and clear your brain of toxins!    Be careful start with small amounts daily or you will flush excessively. Start with 1/2 tablespoon daily then work up to 4 tablespoons daily.Mix with juice Take it first thing in the morning. Do not skip days or you will have to start over. Nutritional yeast is 1/2 protein and is an excellent source of al B vitamins chromium selenium many minerals and RNA a superfood!. RNA helps to rebuild DNA. (reference Dr. Frank) You will feel the difference right away and your IQ will increase dramatically. I buy it bulk by the pound for $9 +change but can be purchased online from Redmill.                                                   

 

[deeznuts5440]

Can meditation heal the brain and bring my memories and personality back?
I was diagnosed with bipolar I've been up and down over the years .

 

[deeznuts5440]

I have read my natal chart I have a Mercury retrograde in cancer and an ascendant in cancer. As well as sun cusp on Gemini
Saturn in Pisces. Are we completely determined by our natal charts ? I kind of have a shitty natal chart lol.
I'm also half Macedonian quarter Portuguese and quarter Scottish if I was like 2 percent Jewish would that mean I'm screwed ? A lot of Turkish people rapes the Macedonian women ro

 

[Taol]

deez in that case you need to work on your bio-electricy AND if you didn't find the reason as to why you got on drugs in the first place that might be a good point to start.

 

[3s3flt6f6tpj7dqooqavd7kts6nhh72ij3zobfux]

then why you come here in the first place?unless the roots of problem solved, your next life will be exactly the same 
newbies usually underestimate how strong those seeds of karma are
but my biggest fear is that, if you suicide, you wont have enough guts to reincarnate to face your problems again... 

 

[Sims Motal]

I believe that in time the proper meditations can heal just about anything, physically and spiritually.
And Father Satan and the Gods have given me a strength that I would not, otherwise, have. They
are so loving, warm and understanding. As long as you show and give them the respect they so rightly
deserve, they will show you the same respect, and I believe even go out of their way to help you
in times of need.


Hail Satan! Hail all they Gods of Hell! Heil Hitler!


Sims


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On Mon, 8/29/16, deeznuts5440@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Powerless?
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, August 29, 2016, 12:34 PM


 










Can meditation heal the brain and bring my memories
and personality back?

I was diagnosed with bipolar I've been up and down over
the years .









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[Taol]

No natal charts are truly shitty although there are some exceptions.

The Saturn is to rise above the part it is giving problems. For that you probably should check the house it is in.
Now after working on your issue the influences of the chart will disappear.

As for your personality I don't think it is that much related to your natal chart.

Is the planet mercury in your 12th or 1st house? (don't answer that publicly) If it is iin your first its a co-ruler of your chart.

Also about the retrogrades, those planets should turn direct from between age 27 to 30? So if you are around that or older than that don't worry about the retrograde too much.
Also perhaps you might want to look if you had either a Neptune or Uranus transit. I think it was Neptune that can cause people to get addicted to drugs sometimes.



It's been said and repeated over and over that anyone of jewish blood or decend can not do the dedication ritual or they'd die during it. So if you did the dedication ritual and you're not dead you should be fine.
So don't worry too much about it.


As for your 'brain damage' yes it can regenerate anything of mental nature. So I imagine it can help your brain as well.
As for those diagnoses in psychiatry.. This is an industry owned by jews meant to make people insane and push people over their limits, as well as an excuse to make people unsuited for work, destroy their bodies and brains.
Also as to the nature of those diseases.. Some are caused in example by holes in the aura. Things you lost of yourself. Now I can not tell you anything about this you have to discover this for yourself. And the only way to that is through meditation.



I hope this bit of information helped you on a bit.


Also I might as well add, 30 august a mercury retrograde starts and it would be on for about 3 weeks. During this time quite a bit of miscommunication may happen so please be patient with one another.